The Journey Home

by

Beppina

“Well, look at that,” Hoss Cartwright pointed across the snow-covered hillside towards the shimmering blue of Lake Tahoe, “there’s smoke coming up from that ridge, just shy of the line shack there.”

“Nobody’s supposed to be up here now,” Joe Cartwright twisted in his saddle to have a better look, “Pa said all the hands are either away with their families or hunkered down in the bunk house.”

“Let’s go have a look see then.”

With reluctance, both horses were turned down the snow-covered track, neither wanting to continue in that direction.

“It’s gettin’ colder,” Hoss called back, “an’ icy underfoot.”

“Yeah, too cold to be out. Let’s get there and then go home.”

Taking great care, the two Cartwright brothers edged through the snow-laden pine trees and along the narrow track. The snow had stopped, but now the wind had increased and blew icy needle-like blasts into their faces.

Joe’s face was almost invisible, with his scarf wound around his neck and ears, his thick woolly coat pulled tight to his face, and his hat wedged on his head. Thick leather gloves protected his hands, but now they had begun to feel the bitter cold.

Hoss too, was well-wrapped against the cold. A thick coat covered his bulky frame, making him resemble a big brown grizzly bear. The only giveaway was his tall white hat that covered the substantial wool scarf tied under his chin.

Joe cast a wary eye, first toward the smoke, then back the way they had ridden.

“I’ve got a feeling we’re being watched.”

“Yeah, my head’s itching too. Reckon you could be right, Joe.”

“How long till we reach the shack?”

“At this rate, dunno, half hour or so I guess.”

They were on high alert for any movement or sound out of place. The trees whistled and whined with the wind, but no other sound could be heard.

The horses picked their way through the snow. Cochise stumbled once, then found his feet and carried on.

“Don’t you fall, Joseph, we’ve got to get there and back yet,” Hoss warned, watching Joe calm his fretting mount.

“I know, I know.”

The shack came into view. There was smoke blowing from the chimney. Joe and Hoss couldn’t see any horses, but they could be tied in the lean-to at the rear. Joe pulled his rifle from its leather carrier. He was ready for any trouble. Hoss rode nearer to the wooden building.

“Hello, the cabin,” he shouted in the time-honoured greeting. The door opened a crack, and a shadowed face peered through the opening.

“Who are you, what do you want?” The voice was that of a young woman by the sound of it.

“We saw the smoke, Ma’am, an’ came to see what it was,” Hoss replied, his tone conciliatory, not aggressive.

“Who are you? I’ve got a gun aimed at you, don’t come no closer.”

“I’m Hoss, Ma’am, this is my brother, Joe. We don’t mean you no harm.”

Joe sat back, letting Hoss deal with whoever had taken up residence in the shack. He just kept watch on their surroundings.

A shot rang out in the stillness. Hoss turned to see his brother slump forward over his horse’s neck.

“Joe …” he shouted and turned Chubby back to his brother.

“Stay right there mister,” a thin-faced, young-looking man stood to one side, his pistol aimed at Hoss, “or you’ll get the same treatment.”

“Let me get to my brother, why’d ya shoot him? He’s just sitting on his horse. We ain’t here for trouble.”

“You’re trespassing!”

“Trespassing?” Hoss repeated and moved his mount nearer to Joe. Cochise edged towards Chubby, showing Hoss that Joe was conscious.

“This is our place,” the thin man announced, “you ain’t coming in here and moving us! You can just turn around and ride on out.”

“Well, Mister, we would’ve done, but now you’ve gone an’ shot my brother you’re stuck with us.”

Joe’s horse was now alongside Hoss’s big black, his left side hidden from the thin man’s view. With slow, careful movements, he drew his weapon from its holster, cocking it as he cradled it on his lap.

“I said get!” The man waved his rifle in the general direction of the track Joe and Hoss had followed. His back was turned towards Joe, still slumped over Cochise’s neck.

“I’d put that gun down if I were you,” Joe sat upright, his .45 pointed directly at the man’s head. “I won’t tell you twice!”

Hoss called to the woman in the shack, “You’d best come out here Ma’am and put that pistol on the ground,” his weapon aimed in her direction.

Hoss dismounted. With his .45 still pointing at the woman, he picked up her discarded firearm and then motioned for the man to join his wife at the water trough.

“Get inside,” he ordered, voice harsh and businesslike, “‘n don’t try anything. Joe, you okay?”

“I’ll live,” came back as Joe slid from Cochise’s back, “I’ll put the horses in the corral.”

Putting the horses up wasn’t as easy as Joe thought. The pain began radiating from his shoulder and down his right arm. Moving it up or down caused sharp gulps of air and made him take a few moments to catch his breath.

‘What a time to get shot,’ he thought, cursing himself for not seeing the man standing behind him. ‘Pa’s gonna love me, Christmas with my arm in a sling and in bed if he gets his way. Hope the doc is there when we get home.’

He made his way back to the shack; he’d tucked his right hand into his jacket to relieve the constant ache from the bullet. It was to no avail as pain throbbed in steady time with his heartbeat, which was thudding away quite rapidly. Joe grimaced at the sharp stabbing sensation as it moved across his back and into his shoulder. He fought the discomfort as he approached the shack, thinking, ‘Thank heaven it was my right side, not my left. At least I can still function without too much trouble.’

Joe pushed his way into the wooden building. The heat hit him like a thick blanket, causing his face to tingle as life as blood rushed back to his extremities. The smell of burning wood added to that of the human inhabitants. Could he detect a hint of coffee in the air? He glanced across at the stove and hoped the pot was on to boil.

The fire burnt bright and warm in the pot-bellied stove as it heated the small space considerably compared to the outside temperature.

 Joe took in the pair that now sat under Hoss’s watchful eyes; his weapon was now safe in its holster. The girl, who was only about nineteen, appeared small and dainty aside from the slight bump in the front. Her blonde hair pulled up into a neat bun. Her dress looked rather grubby, a sign they had been travelling for a while. The youth looked a little older than she. He was much thinner, with pinched weasel-like features, his hair, short and straight, the colour of dirty dishwater.  In Hoss’s opinion, a good meal would not have gone amiss for the pair.

“I’m sorry for shooting you,” the man offered Joe. “I thought you were robbers. I didn’t know you were the owners of this place. We only want to see the winter out.”

“Yeah. Next time ask before shooting,” Joe grumbled. “Hoss, is there any whiskey here?”

“Let’s get your coat off, an’ then I’ll check the stores.”

“I can make some coffee,” the woman volunteered and stood to check the pot that bubbled cheerfully on the stove.

“What’re you’re names, an’ what are you doing up here anyway?”

“Jess Mason, this is my wife, Amelia. We’ve eloped. Got married in California an’ trying to get away from her folk.”

Hoss had by now removed Joe’s outer coat. His green jacket soon followed. Both were damp from the blood soaking through from the bullet wound.

“Let’s get that shirt off, Joe,” Hoss pulled it away from the wound, and blood began to seep down the younger man’s back. “that bullet needs to come out, an’ soon.”

“Can you get it?”

“Dunno.”

Hoss pressed some clean rags against the opening, then ran a hand across Joe’s forehead. Sweat had already formed and glistened in the lamplight.

“You’re feeling a bit warm.”

“It’s warm in here,” Joe snapped back. “Where’s that whiskey?”

Hoss moved across to one of the two bunks placed by the shack walls. He pulled up the mattress and the baseboard,

“Here it is!” He took out a small box and a bottle of alcohol. “This’ll take the edge off the pain.”

A plentiful pour of whiskey found its way into the mug of coffee and was offered to Joe. Gratefully, he took a long drink before leaning back. The taste of alcohol hit the back of his throat and caused him to cough, then went warming its way down to his stomach. The coffee was bitter without sugar, but Joe drank it down and held the mug out for a refill.

“We can’t head back out now. It’ll have to be first thing in the morning. We might still make it for Christmas,” Joe rambled on. The whiskey had gone straight to his head, numbing his discomfort a little.

“That’s right, little brother. We’ll get home for Christmas. Now how about you let ole Hoss have another look at your shoulder.”

“Mr Cartwright,” Amelia Mason stepped forward, “I can help you get that bullet out. I worked with our doctor as a nurse for a while. I haven’t forgotten anything I learnt.”

“That would be useful,” Hoss was non-committal; he did realise it could make the operation a little easier.

The table was cleared, water boiled, and knives were found and sharpened. Joe was fed another generous measure of whiskey. He giggled as Hoss helped him onto the now scrubbed tabletop. His shirt was removed, and the pad covering the wound was discarded.

“Okay, Joe. You gonna lay down for me an’ I’m gonna get that bullet out. Miss Amelia here’s gonna help me. That’s right, you just lay there …”

Joe sighed and stifled another giggle, then rolled onto his stomach. Within minutes, Joe’s eyes were closed, and he was snoring deep alcohol-induced snores.

“You hold him down, Mr Cartwright. My hands are smaller than yours, it’ll be easier for me to find the bullet. Jess, you make sure there’s plenty of cloths when I need them.”

Gripping the sharp blade in her left hand, Amelia Mason placed it at the open wound. The blade moved down with the slightest of pressure while she enlarged the ragged hole. Joe jerked hard at the sudden pain, but Hoss held him still.

Amelia felt for the lump of lead with the thin tongs from the medical kit.

“I can’t find it,” she whispered as she moved to one side to allow more light to flood the still figure. “It’s deeper than we thought. I’ll try with my fingers.”

Hoss closed his eyes for a fleeting moment as she poked about in the bloody wound. He wasn’t a coward, but he did feel squeamish watching the messy intervention on his brother’s body.

“Try angling upwards. He fired up at Joe, not straight.”

Trying again with the tongs, Amelia continued to probe Joe’s shoulder. Too much crimson blood trickled down onto the rags her brother held. The flow worried her as it seemed to increase with every movement she made. She could feel the sweat trickle down her back where her dress now clung. Perspiration lined her top lip and brow as she concentrated on finding the still-hidden lump of lead. Her fingers shook in fear as she probed deeper into the willing flesh. The coppery smell of the fresh blood made her stomach turn and roil. Hoss bit at his lip and drew blood as he imagined what Joe experienced. He wished he could take the pain from his younger brother, but for now, he could only stand, watch, and help as much as he could.

“Found it! Now keep him still, it’s wedged under the bone.” Joe struggled against her actions. The whiskey had worn off, and now Joe was aware of every bone-tingling sensation. He cried out, sounding more like an injured animal than a human being. His face screwed up at the agony he felt as he fought to draw away from Amelia’s ministrations.

“Hold still, Joe.” Hoss encouraged his brother, “It’s almost over. Just hold on boy.”

 “Hurts… Hoss,” was all Joe could murmur as he cried out from the excruciating sensations before passing out in a welcome faint.

“I’ll have to grip it with my fingers, it’s too slippery for these tongs. Hold him tight, he may still feel it. Are you ready?”

“When you are.” Hoss swallowed; he could taste Joe’s blood at the back of his throat. The sensation made him heave and want to vomit. He took deep breaths to clear his head and then closed his eyes in a quick prayer that he would not be ill. He nodded to Amelia as she readied herself to continue.

Slicing a little deeper, Amelia enlarged the opening. Joe tried to pull away from the physical intrusion, but Hoss’s bulk held him still. She eased her fingers into the wound. With care, Amelia moved her fingertips until she had located the piece of lead. Holding her breath, she tried hooking it out but failed as the dribbling blood covered the bullet.

“Blast!” She muttered, then tried again. “Got it!” she exclaimed jubilantly, “I’ve got it.” And pulled it free to drop in the bowl at her elbow.

“Pass me that needle and twine,” she ordered Jess, “I’m going to stitch him up while he’s still out of it.”

Half an hour later, Joe was cleaned up, sewn up, and wrapped in a blanket on the cot nearest the fire.

“He needs to sleep. I’ll get us something to eat then I’ll sit with him for a while.” Amelia felt Joe’s forehead and tucked the blanket up over his shoulder. She then crossed to the stove to prepare some soup.

“Well, Jess,” Hoss started, “you sure managed to cause a heap of trouble by stopping here. We have to leave tomorrow an’ you an’ your missus are coming with us. Joe’s in no fit state to travel, but that’s of no mind. We gotta get off the mountain and home. This ain’t the place to be. Come the January snow fall and freeze, I reckon you’d last a week, maybe. We don’t use this ‘un except in real bad emergencies.”

“You gonna turn me in?” Jess asked, “I didn’t mean to shoot your brother, just to scare you both off.” His face was white with worry, eyes wide at the thought of what could happen to him. How would Joe react, could they persuade him that he hadn’t intended to actually shoot him, only scare them off?

“You can ask Joe that, when we get off this mountain.”

Morning came. Cold and freezing. It hadn’t snowed, but the temperature had dropped. Ice had formed on the water trough. The horses were all blowing vapour as they stirred and then munched on the hay scattered in the lean-to. A quick breakfast was prepared while Hoss checked Joe and his wound.

“How you feeling little brother?” Hoss asked as he felt to see if Joe was running a temperature. “We’ve gotta get as far down as we can today an’ make it home tomorrow. Do you reckon you can ride?”

“Yeah, I can ride,” Joe groaned as he tried to sit up. “Dunno if I can ride all day. Geez, have I got a headache. What d’you give me yesterday?”

“Oh, just a bottle of rotgut. It knocked you out for most of it.”

“Thanks, brother.”

After coffee and the last eggs and bread were eaten, the shack was cleaned and prepared for the following user. Joe was bundled up in his spare shirt, jacket and coat. His right arm was tucked firmly inside. The Masons had packed their few belongings into a couple of carpet bags along with any spare perishable food they had left. The horses were soon saddled and ready to set off on their journey back to the ranch house.

Hoss helped Joe mount up, “Any problems Joe, you sing out okay?”

“Yeah, let’s get moving, we’re burning daylight.”

They started along the track, Hoss led, Jess and Amelia behind, and Joe coming up the rear. Neither Joe nor Hoss was happy with that arrangement, but both deemed it safer than one of the others being at the back.

It was a slow, torturous journey. The snow-covered ice made anything other than a walk too dangerous. All four mounts slid and stumbled as they picked their way. Their riders all shivered with the cold and hoped the track would improve as they reached lower ground.

Around three hours after setting off, Joe shouted for Hoss to stop. He needed to stretch a little, and his shoulder was giving him a lot of pain. They rested under the protection of a thick canopy of Ponderosa pines. A pale, insignificant sun fought to shine through the high clouds but failed to give any heat as they huddled together.

“I’ll get some wood; we can have some coffee,” Jess offered, “warm us up a bit.”

Hoss cleared some space and found some dry pinecones while Amelia collected the makings and pot for a hot drink to warm them all.

“You okay Joe?” Hoss asked as he started a small fire, “Come and sit by the fire.”

Joe moved across to his brother and felt the benefit from the beginnings of the flames. The cones popped and crackled as they warmed and were soon burning in the stone ring.

“Tired, cold, hurting. I’ll survive,” Joe grumbled. “I just want to get home.”

Jess reappeared, some dryish wood in his arms. “This should do to heat the water.” He placed it by the now blazing cones. “That looks welcoming.”

In what seemed to be only seconds, the coffee was consumed, and they resumed their trek. The lake was a constant on their left. The water was grey and flat, with no sunshine to brighten the blue. Only odd gusts of wind blowing waves across to the opposite bank created any movement. On their right, stand after stand of arrow-straight pine trees and scrubby vegetation. All were dressed in sparkling white; tiny needles of colour reflected where the light was able to penetrate the dense ceiling. Occasionally, they could see animal tracks, deer or rabbits, out searching for food in the undergrowth. Bird prints as they had picked the berries from the bushes beneath the trees. Joe noticed they had crossed their own tracks from a few days earlier when they had travelled to the North Ranch house. They had taken some small gifts to the family that took care of hands that lived in the bunk house there and some fancies that Hop Sing had prepared for their Christmas celebrations. He hadn’t noticed any smoke that day, or they would have investigated for sure.

Onward they travelled, ever heading downwards. The four weary humans and animals needed to sleep or rest, but it was not an option. They had to keep moving, nearer to the lake and to their destination.

 They frequently stopped for Hoss to check on Joe. Who, in turn, grumbled every time he saw his brother ride back to him.

“I’m okay,” he muttered, “let’s get home.” Hoss nodded in acknowledgement, noting the flushed face and tight, white lines around his brother’s lips. He then returned to his place in the lead.

Lower and lower, the party rode until at long last, they were below the snow line and found much firmer ground.

“We ain’t gonna make it tonight. Joe, d’you reckon you can hold out till tomorrow? We should be home by mid-day latest.”

“Guess so,” came the reply, “we stopping soon?”

“Yeah, just a way further an’ we’ll make camp.”

The night was upon them by the time they had pitched camp under a good stand of trees that gave some shelter from the rising wind. Joe almost fell from his mount. He was burning with fever and now unaware of where he was. Hoss pulled his brother to one side, wrapped him in his slicker, and then made him sit against the dry side of the tree trunk. He set Amelia to boil up some coffee and broth and then sat holding Joe close to keep him warm.

The night passed without incident. They all dozed in fitful snatches. Joe mumbled, tossed and turned in delirium, while Hoss bathed Joe’s brow with canteen water and tried to cool him down. All the time, Hoss chattered away, offering encouragement and promising they would be at the house soon. Even with the frosty night air, Joe was burning up. Amelia pulled her blanket around her shoulders and joined Hoss at Joe’s side. She could see just how worried the older Cartwright was by the anxious expression he wore and the way he continued wiping his brother’s face.

“How’s Joe doin’?” she asked, sitting opposite him.

“Burning up. Must be an infection or something I keep trying to get water in him.”

“Let me try,” she offered, taking the canteen from his hands. Slipping a hand under his neck, she eased Joe’s head up just a fraction, then tipped a small amount onto his lips. Reluctantly, Joe swallowed, then sought another mouthful.

“Good boy,” she encouraged him “think you can drink a little more for me?”

Daylight was slow in arriving. The group had packed up and were ready to ride when the watery, hazy sun appeared over the mountaintop. The temperature was around freezing, but there was still no snow. Their progress would not be hampered by the weather.

Joe had recovered a little after drinking the water Amelia had fed him, then had managed to consume some jerky broth. With Hoss’s help, he mounted up, although now he allowed his brother to lead his horse on their journey homewards without complaint.

Jess rode to one side of Joe as Hoss rode the other. Both worried that Joe would slide from his saddle as he swayed with his mount’s movement. He had long since given up holding the reins and clung to the pommel as he slumped across Cochise’s neck. Hoss reached across to steady him on more than one occasion and coaxed him onwards. Amelia followed at the rear as they picked their way through the trees. Now the going was good, the ground firm and much easier to traverse. The lake was ever present on their left, and some open meadowland was before them. Home and help were only minutes away.

Tired and weary, the four horses and riders trudged toward the house. Hoss was dismounted in seconds and shouting for his father and some help to get Joe inside and into the warm. The front door swung open as Ben Cartwright stepped out onto the porch. Hop Sing followed close on his heels. “What happened? Never mind, let’s get Joe in the house,” Ben moved to the now semi-conscious son draped across his mount’s neck. With Hoss’s help, he soon had Joe cradled in his arms. Ben frowned as he took in the flushed and sweating face, and he took a deep breath as he saw the blood-stained coat. The deep red colour showed clear against the blue check. Ben’s jaw clenched tight; his face now rigid with concern.

“I’ve got you, son, you’re safe now.”

“Hi, Pa,” an almost unheard voice whispered, “glad to be home.”

With Hop Sing’s assistance, Ben laid Joe on the sofa in front of the fire. Between them, they stripped Joe of his outerwear and the bloody shirt, throwing it all to one side for washing or repairing. Ben eased his son onto his side just enough to look at the bullet wound. It was clear that it was swollen and an angry red in colour. Thin lines crawled like a spider web from the injury. And it showed how far the infection had already spread. With a sharp intake of breath, Ben frowned at the size of the injury Joe had sustained. He sank to the table top and then stroked his son’s cheek.

“Hop Sing make poultice,” the Chinese cook declared as he rose from the chair-side, “will draw poison out from wound.”

“Have one of the hands ride for Paul,” the worried father ordered, “we’ll do what we can while we wait for him.”

“You will be okay, Joseph. Paul’s on his way.”

Amelia moved to speak, “I did the best I could, Mister Cartwright. “I got the bullet out and cleaned it with alcohol before I stitched it.”

“What happened? How did this happen to Joe?” the question aimed at Hoss, who hovered at his father’s shoulder.

“A bit of a mix up, Pa. Jess here shot him, kind of by mistake.”

“Kind of a mistake? You don’t shoot someone by mistake!” Ben’s voice had increased in volume, fuelled by anger and worry.

“I can explain, Mister Cartwright,” Jess stepped forward into Ben’s line of vision. Jess stood before the Cartwright patriarch. His face was downcast as he studied his boots. Jess wasn’t particularly tall, around the same as Joe if they stood side by side. But now he looked as young as a naughty schoolboy caught with his hand in the cookie jar.

“Please do.”

Half an hour later, Ben had heard the whole sorry story. Of their running away and elopement from California. To arriving on the Ponderosa and taking up residence at the line shack and the shooting of Joe. Ben shook his head in amazement at their tale. Enough that they had trespassed onto his ranch and taken up residence in one of the line shacks, but then to go and shoot his son, he was lost for words. When he did speak, his voice was low and calm. It was not a good sign. Anyone who knew him well would have certainly vouched for that.

“You come on my land. You move into my property and then you have the audacity to shoot my son. I’ll have Sheriff Coffee deal with you.”

“Pa, I know it weren’t right, shooting Joe and all, but he helped get Joe back here an’ Miss Amelia here probably saved his life getting that bullet out,” Hoss pleaded on their behalf.

Ben grunted, “That’s as maybe. Joe’s in a lot of pain, through no fault of his own. Where’s that doctor?”

“He’ll be on his way, Pa. You know how long it takes to get to town and back.”

“Yes, I know. He was coming for Christmas dinner and spending the night. I doubt he expected his doctoring services to be needed. I just hope he was already on his way. I’m sure he will get here soon.”

“Yeah, he will be,” Hoss comforted.

“A fine Christmas this has turned out to be,” Ben grumbled, “Hop Sing, how’s he doing?”

“Poultice is helping, but Little Joe still hot. Need fresh water to cool him down. Missy Amelia, you go fetch fresh water from kitchen please?”

Amelia looked around; she had no idea where the kitchen was. Hoss saw her confusion and pointed to the hall leading to Hop Sing’s domain. She was amazed on entering the cooking area. Every surface had prepared food in dishes and bowls. The red and white china was laden with tasty morsels ready for Christmas dinner. The smells made her tummy rumble in anticipation of eating later during the day. Mentally chastising herself for thinking about food while Joe was lying unconscious on the sofa, Amelia filled a small bowl with fresh draw water and hurried back to Hop Sing and Ben.

Joe tossed and turned in the depths of his fever. He could hear voices but couldn’t respond. He wanted to cry out but couldn’t form the words. Joe hurt from his shoulder to his waist. Every movement made sent daggers of agony shooting across his back. A large, meaty hand held him down as he fought to escape the constant pain.

“It’s okay, boy,” Hoss comforted his brother, “Doc’s on his way.”

The sound of a buggy pulling into the yard had Jess run to open the door. “Doc’s here,” he called back as he stepped to one side for Paul Martin to enter.

“Ben, Hoss,” he greeted as he moved to the group surrounding the still-restless Joe. “What have we here then?”

“Thanks for coming out early, Paul. It’s Joe,” Ben moved to one side as the doctor bent to Joe’s recumbent body. He removed the poultice and examined the open wound on his shoulder.

“Let’s get him up to bed, then I’ll see what’s causing the infection. When did it happen?” Paul asked no one in particular.

“Couple of nights back,” Hoss replied, “we got the bullet out straight away, but he started getting bad yesterday.”

With one easy motion, Hoss had his brother up into his arms. With Ben leading the way and Hop Sing following, Hoss soon had Joe in his bedroom and prone on the bed, ready for Paul to set to work on him.

Two hours later, the doctor was sat by the roaring fire. A large brandy in one hand and a sandwich at his elbow on the side table.

“Is he going to be alright?” Amelia asked as she glanced up the stairs, a frown on her face. She was worried. What if Joe didn’t recover? What would happen to Jess and to her?

“I’m sure he’ll be fine,” Hoss spoke, “Joe’s real tough. How many times have you patched him up, Doc?”

Paul Martin laughed, “I’ve lost count, Hoss. Too many times. And every time he surprises me and recovers in half the time of anyone else.”

Ben appeared on the top landing, “Joe’s sound asleep.” He joined Paul with a glass of brandy, then looked around at those gathered in the room.

“Make yourself at home, Paul. I’m going to sit with Joe for a while.”

“Call me if you need me.” Paul offered as Ben took the stairs two at a time. He then turned to the young couple. He was curious as to their involvement in Joe’s shooting.

Bit by bit, Jess and Amelia Mason retold their story. Paul listened without comment as they poured out their tale of woe. He had ascertained they were both in their early twenties and were from the same small mission in southern California. Amelia’s father was wealthy, whereas Jess’s family were just about getting by. They had met at the mission school as children, where their fledgling friendship had blossomed into a romance early on. Amelia’s father disapproved of Jess. So, they took things into their own hands, ran away and married. Ending up in the line shack had been a lucky break for them as they were ill-prepared for the onset of bitter winter. That Joe and Hoss had chanced upon them had been unfortunate for the runaways. But now they were safe from the inclement weather and would have to remain at the Ponderosa until they could travel.

“I see there is a child on the way,” Paul said, “when is it due?”

“Four months,” Amelia answered, “that’s why we ran away.”

A while later, Hoss took Ben’s place at Joe’s bedside. His father needed a break from his vigil, so he took over while Ben organised food for everyone.

“Hop Sing,” Ben called his cook from the kitchen.

“What do you want?” came the short question as the little cook appeared from his cooking duties, “Hop Sing preparing food for the family, why do you interrupt now?”

“I’m sorry, my friend. I was going to ask you to fix something to eat, but it seems you have beaten me to it.”

The Chinese man grunted, mumbled something about ungrateful bosses, and then returned to the kitchen!

Meanwhile, Joe had woken from his stupor. He realised he was at home, though he had no memory of getting there. His shoulder and back throbbed from the trauma of the bullet wound, operation and infection. Not only did Joe hurt, but he was thirsty and even a little hungry. When had he last eaten or had some water? Joe couldn’t remember. The young man looked around his room. He expected to see his father sitting at his bedside. He was a little surprised to find himself completely alone. Needing to relieve himself, he wriggled until he managed to sit up. He then swung his legs out of the covers and rested them on the floor. If everything were as it should be, the china pot would be just under the bed, ready for his use.

Sweeping the room with his eyes, he soon spotted his pants and shirt. With some difficulty, he managed to get the shirt on. Joe slid his good arm into the sleeve and pulled it across the injured limb to button it. One-handed, he wrestled with his pants until they were pulled up and finally buttoned. Barefoot, Joe reached his bedroom door. Using the furnishings and the wall to support himself, he worked his way to the landing and stopped to catch his breath. Joe felt dizzy and nauseous, his head swimming as he leaned against the wall.

‘Not such a good idea, Cartwright,’ he thought as he fought off the feeling of sickness that now had become overwhelming, ‘let’s get downstairs without falling.’

From the landing, he could hear his father’s deep voice as he spoke with their unexpected guests. Joe could tell by the tone Ben was not amused. It would be up to Joe to intercede on the Masons’ behalf to keep them from further trouble. Hidden from view, he looked down into the spacious living space. This was now dominated by the splendid Christmas tree placed on one side of the staircase. It was almost brushing the ceiling; it was that tall. He and Hoss had spent hours only days earlier dressing it with baubles and beads and popped corn strung across the boughs. Small unlit candles were attached to many branches, ready for a match to set them off. During their absence, Hop Sing had been busy decorating the room prepared for the celebrations. Joe could see from his vantage point just how much the little Chinese man had achieved while he and Hoss had been out visiting the North ranch. Pine boughs were draped over the bull horns above the hearth and fastened along the mantel shelf. Garlands hung from the wall lights, with a sprig or two of mistletoe hung in convenient places. Joe smiled through his pain. Once again, Hop Sing had done them proud.

Gripping the handrail, Joe edged to the top step. He managed down to the landing and then stopped.

“What the… what are you doing out of bed Little Joe? You’re supposed to be sleeping. Come on, let me get you back up to bed.” Hoss reached out and grabbed at his brother, “I left you for five minutes and you’re out of bed. Pa will be mad with you an’ me.”

“No,” Joe refused the help back to his room, “help me down, please.”

Now Ben was at his son’s side, Paul Martin alongside him. Both wore worried frowns as they reached out to the youngest son.

With great caution, Joe made it to the sofa. He flopped onto the seat in a sweaty heap as perspiration covered his forehead and trickled down his face. Hop Sing ran to Joe’s side, a warm blanket in his arms.

“Not get cold, Little Joe, here keep warm with this.”

“Thank you, Hop Sing, could I have something to drink please?”

Ben and Paul bent to check his temperature. Ben was ready to order his youngest to return to his room but held back as Paul did a quick once-over of the specific son in question.

“You can stay right there Joseph,” Paul Martin stated, “you move from that spot, and I will get Hoss to put you to bed. Do you understand?”

Weary eyes met the doctor’s glare, “Yeah, Doc, I’m not moving anywhere.”

“Do you think you can eat something?” Ben questioned, “I’ll get Hop Sing to fix you some eggs or broth.”

“No thanks, I’d like some of Hop Sing’s tea please.”

As if by magic, a mug of the special brew materialised and was in Joe’s hand in moments.

“Drink this, feel better chop-chop,” the little Chinese man bobbed down then up, “very good for sicky stomach!”

Ben perched on the table facing Joe, “I would prefer you to be in bed.”

“I’d rather be down here,” came the whispered response, “it’s warmer and it’s lonely up there.”

Ben nodded, “Very well. We’re going to have a bite to eat. Would you like us to have it here by the fire with you?”

Joe shook his head, then wished he hadn’t, as his headache returned like a dagger through his brain. “No, you go eat, I’ll be fine here.”

Rather than the expected Christmas Day feast, Hop Sing had put together a much smaller roast meal. Ben had instructed him to save whatever possible for another day when Joe could join in the celebrations. Knowing how quickly his son recovered from injuries, Ben guessed it would only be a day or two before Joseph would be back on his feet and raring to go, and in consequence, driving everyone mad in his one-handed frustration.

Joe ate a little of the soft eggs Hop Sing presented him, drank the magic potion and dozed before the blazing fire. The others soon polished off the substantial roast beef meal before them and enjoyed the apple pie dessert. From his cocoon on the sofa, Joe could smell the delicious aroma of the beef and potatoes. He would have loved to have joined them all at the table and partake in the food, but common sense told him it would not settle. When the odour of the apple pie wafted across, it was as much as Joe could do not to ask for a slice. He could hear Hoss tucking in with great enjoyment and felt quite jealous as his stomach rumbled and grumbled to itself.

Due to the circumstances, Ben had left the pile of gifts beneath the bright and laden tree. It was their usual custom to open the gifts after breakfast, but for now, they would do it another day. That was the part of the festivities they all enjoyed most, especially Joseph.

At twenty-four, a grown man, Joe still treated Christmas Day with childlike excitement. Ben didn’t want to miss that moment for anything.

Much later in the evening, all were relaxing before the fire. Joe still slept. His face was calm and peaceful after the trauma of the previous days. No bad dreams disturbed his sleep nor the peace of the family around him. The Masons conversed with Ben, both wanting to show they were not bad people and had not meant to harm Joe. Ben listened further to their history and began to feel his anger dissipate to be replaced by understanding and forgiveness. It would remain with Joe how things progressed, but for now, they were guests in his home and would be treated as such.

Ben glanced across at his slumbering son. He was surprised to see the signs the young man was awakening. Joe mumbled and muttered, then moved to sit up, only to stop and groan as his movement pulled on his injured shoulder.

“Welcome back, son,” Ben greeted as he moved to help Joe into a more comfortable position.

“Uh, oh, hi Pa,” Joe was confused, “I must have dozed off.”

Ben chuckled and nodded as he tucked the blanket back around his son.

“Little brother, you was snoring like an old bumble bee,” Hoss teased.

Joe stifled a grin, “Still not as loud as you, big brother.”

Paul and the Masons smiled at the sibling exchange, “You must be feeling a bit better, young man,” Paul reached across to test his temperature. “Yes, that feels about normal. Well, Joe, you’ve done it again. Your powers of recovery never cease to amaze me.”

“Made of strong stuff us Cartwrights,” came the swift retort, followed by Hoss’s laughter.

Ben, forsaking his own chair, sat beside his son, “Merry Christmas, Joseph.”

“I’m sorry I’ve messed up Christmas, Pa.”

“No mind son. We’ll have our celebrations when you are well. You’re here and you’re going to be fine. That’s all the Christmas I need.”

Joe looked up into his father’s face, “Thanks, Pa.” and allowed Ben to pull him into a warm hug.

“Merry Christmas, little brother,” Hoss called across from the dining room table as he snaffled another small cookie.

“Merry Christmas, Joe,” The Masons added from their seats near the fire, “we’re real sorry but we haven’t any gifts to share.”

Joe sat further upright; a flash of pain filled his eyes but was swiftly hidden as he turned to face them.

“The best gift you could give me is for you to go back to San Juan Capistrano. See Amelia’s father, explain yourselves. Tell them about the baby and see what happens next. You’ll need their help when the child arrives. You do that, and I’ll not let on about you shooting me.”

Amelia and Jess looked long and hard at each other. It would mean going cap in hand to her father. Maybe he would accept things between them, and they could make their life where they had grown up. The other option didn’t bear thinking about. Jess had shot Joe in the back. That, without a doubt, would be a prison sentence.

“Thank you, Joe,” Amelia whispered, “We’ll go home, and tell them about the baby. I miss my family, Jess misses his. We shouldn’t have run away. Should have faced my pa instead of running.”

“Good. I’ll check up on you, too.” Joe grinned. He was happy he didn’t have to involve the law. That the young couple would return to where they belonged. And to have the chance to thrive and prosper in the future.

The rest of Christmas Day passed in a gentle peace. Hop Sing kept them fed and watered. Joe managed another small snack of scrambled eggs but announced he would try a proper dinner the following day; could Hop Sing prepare something special? Paul flashed a look to the cook. With a slight head shake, he indicated that would not be a good idea.

“Wait until tomorrow,” Ben urged, “let’s see how you are first.”

A groan was heard from Hoss. He was happy his brother was on the mend, but he fancied a proper Christmas dinner with all the trimmings.

Much later that evening, Hoss, Paul and the Masons retired to their rooms, leaving Ben and Joe sat basking in the warmth of the still blazing log fire. Joe leaned against his father’s broad shoulder, now tired and needing to go to bed.

“I am sorry, Pa,” he started, “it’s not quite the Christmas we envisaged this year, is it?”

Ben looked down into the emerald-hued eyes. His smile, along with the dancing firelight, brightened the darkness of his own. “I know, son, but you’re home and in one piece. I can’t ask for more.”

Ben ran a gnarled hand through Joe’s wild, dark curls; he took in the tears poised to fall. With an arm around his son’s good shoulder, Ben pulled the younger man close,”You and your brothers are the greatest gift I could ever have wanted. You are my reason for everything, and I love you all very much. Merry Christmas, Joseph!”

The End

The Fancy Sleigh

By Bakerj

“Joseph, if this weren’t the dumbest idea you’ve ever had, I don’t know what was.”

“Hey!  You agreed with me.”

With his teeth clenched, Hoss hunkered further into his scarf.  That was true.  But with his butt freezing to his saddle, second thoughts were well and truly setting in.  Since yesterday, toasting his toes in front of the warm fire blazing at home was all he could think about, and the longing for a warm bed ached his very bones.  At least the snow that had been falling since dawn had stopped. But he was done with this wild goose chase.

“Yeah.  I know.  But c’mon, we ain’t seen so much of a whisker of that cat.”

Joe pulled Cochise up and twisted in his saddle.  The look on his face raised Hoss’s hopes.   

“We’re almost at Mule Valley.  Let’s cut back from there.  We’d be home before dark.”

A slap rang off Hoss’s thigh.  “Hot diggity!  Sounds good to me.”

Joe grinned when his brother urged Chubb into a trot and passed him.  For a man who loved nature, Hoss sure hated the cold … and the heat … and bugs.  Joe’d had enough of looking for that elusive darn cat, too.  Since sunup, he’d been easing them toward the valley, intending all along to return home.  But did he let on?  Heck, no!  Why not have some fun first?  And the look all morning on Big Brother’s face at the idea they were spending another night out here in the cold had been fun.  Hoss looked around at his chuckle.

“What?”

“Nothing, Brother.  Just wondering about that cat.”

“That dadburned cat.  You ask me, Pete imagined it.”

Joe pulled a face but didn’t reply.  Two days spent chasing a phantom wasn’t something he’d liked to consider. 

Moving forward, the only sound that accompanied their journey was the rattle of tack and the breathing of their horses as their hooves broke through snow untouched by man or beast.  A stillness that seemed to freeze the air hung around them, giving the country a fairytale feel.  The sky was so blue and clear it hurt to look at it.  Moving through the trees provided shade, but the snow lay deeper here, and they took care to avoid the worst spots. 

Joe grinned.  Hoss sat straighter in his saddle every mile they drew closer to home.  Single-minded at times, the thought of that cozy fire and hot meal waiting for him would be like honey to a bear.  The cold held no more appeal to him than Big Brother, but if he had to be here, Hoss was the guy to be with.  They were a team and knew what the other was thinking by instinct.  Sure, Candy proved a good addition and had become more than just an employee.  He was a solid man to have by your side in any situation.  But if Joe had the choice, it would always be Hoss.
***

Rounding the rocks into the valley, Hoss pulled up short.  Scooting Cochise around, Joe pulled up alongside Chubb.  His mouth dropped open.  In front of them was the fanciest sleigh he’d ever seen.  With no sign of the driver or team, they dismounted to take a better look. 

Joe’s gloved fingers ran over the smooth wood burnished to a deep cherry that gleamed so bright he could see his face in it.  Intricate patterns painted in gold adorned the panels.  Breathing in the earthy smell of the plush leather seats, Joe fingered the thick fur trim, which added to their magnificence. 

“Who the heck owns this?” he asked.

“Ain’t it obvious?”

Eyes as big as saucers, Hoss looked full of barely contained excitement. 

Puzzled, Joe replied, “No.”

“Look at them sacks back there.  Who rides around in a sleigh this time of year carrying a pile of sacks?”

Joe’s gaze fixed on the sacks peeping from behind the seats.  Understanding dawned.  “You don’t mean?”

Hoss’s nods were so vigorous his hat almost fell off.  “Yep.  We’ve done gone and found Saint Nicholas’s sleigh.”

Pressing his lips together hard to control the quiver, Joe managed to say, “It’s not Christmas Eve for a week.”

“Maybe it’s a practice run?”

For a long moment Joe just stood and stared at Hoss standing there like a giddy three-year-old whose Christmases had all come at once.  Then the laugh let rip.  He couldn’t have done anything to stop it, but Joe didn’t try. 

Hoss glared.  “You laugh it up all you want.  But you’ll see.”  Still giggling, Joe listened as his brother pointed out the sleigh’s glories.  “Have you ever seen one this fancy?  No one ‘round here has a sleigh like this.”

“Okay.  I admit it’s impressive.  But if it belongs to Saint Nick, where is he?”

“He’s probably taking care of the reindeer.”

“Reindeer?  Oh, come on.  You don’t really—”

“Well!  Well!  Well!  Who do we have here?  Have my prayers been answered?”

Joe’s mouth dropped even further this time when they turned to see who had spoken.  He was one impressive figure. 

Just shy of Hoss’s height, the man wore a heavy wool coat, the deep green of pine needles, trimmed with gold piping and fur.  His matching hat had the brim turned up to reveal more fur.  The maroon belt around his waist must’ve been four inches wide, and he smiled through the whitest, bushiest beard Joe had ever seen with eyebrows to match.  Joe blinked and told himself he wasn’t looking at Saint Nicholas.

Becoming aware of Hoss’s elbow jabbing him, Joe snapped, “Quit it.”

“Perhaps you fellas can help me?”

“We can sure try,” Hoss replied before hissing into his ear, “What’d I tell you!”

Joe rolled his eyes.  “You’re a long way from anywhere.”

“Indeed I am.  It’s hard to know who is what and where out here.  But I believe I’m still on the Ponderosa.  Correct?”

“Yessir.”

“Well.  At least I’m not lost, just foolish enough to get a runner caught between these rocks.” 

Hoss knelt and ran an experienced eye over the problem.  “Yeah.  It’s jammed in there tight, but you’re in luck.  It don’t look broke.  I reckon we can get that out.”  Looking back at the traveler, Hoss asked, “Where’s your team?  Y’know your … horses?”

Joe bit back a groan at the way Hoss asked the question.  Horses were the last thing Big Brother meant.  The gentleman laughed.  Deep and rich, the sound seemed to reach inside Joe’s soul and lift his spirits.  He couldn’t help but grin.

“I unhitched the harness and took them around into the lee of the hills.  It’s out of the wind, and there’s even some grass.”

“Makes sense,” Joe told him, giving Hoss a look meant to tell his brother to settle down.  “I’ll find a couple of branches for levers.”

With the help of these and sheer brute force, they managed to ease the runner free of the rocks and push the sleigh clear.

After the display of strength he’d given, Hoss clutched his knees and heaved in deep breaths.  Joe slapped him on the back.  “Good work, brother.”

“My thanks, good friends.  You have been wonderful helpers today.  I don’t know what I would’ve done if I’d been stuck here.  That would’ve meant disaster.”

“Oh, yeah,” Hoss gasped.  “Why’s that?”

Hooking gloved thumbs into his belt, the man winked.  “Important places to be, my friend.  I can’t be delayed.”

Joe and Hoss took the hand held out to them and joined in with the man’s irresistible laughter.

“D’you need help hitching your team?”

Joe sighed.  Hoss sure wasn’t giving up.

“You’ve done more than enough.”

Trying not to laugh at the disappointment on Hoss’s face, Joe returned to their horses as the man trudged off through the snow.  His knee-high, glossy brown boots leaving large footprints behind him. 

Hoss picked up Chubb’s rein and called, “Hey, Mister.  We didn’t get your name.”

The traveler turned and smiled.  “It’s Sinterklaas.”

With a wave, he disappeared around some rocks and out of sight.

“Did he say, Sinter Klaas?”

“I think so.”

“Strange name, ain’t it?  What d’you think?  Sounds Norwegian.  Ain’t that near where Saint Nicholas comes from?”

Joe glared over the top of his saddle.  “You know there ain’t no such thing.”

“Well, you tell me who else that could’ve been.”

“He told you his name.” 

Big Brother said no more, and Joe let the subject drop.  They rode through the trees for a few minutes when Hoss pulled Chubb to a halt. 

“Let’s go back.”

“Huh?”

“He’ll have had time to fetch his team.  Let’s go see.”

“Will you give it up?”

“C’mon, Little Brother.  Ain’t you just a little bit curious?”  Joe looked at Hoss’s eager face.  He couldn’t help it.  The twinkle in those blue eyes was infectious.  When the smile spread on his face, Hoss slapped his shoulder.  “Hot diggity!  I knew it.”

Powder rose around them as they cantered back through the trees.  Joe flicked out his rein, gave a whoop, and Hoss laughed.  They burst out into the clearing and their laughter died.  The sleigh had gone.  There was no sign of anyone.

Joe lifted in his saddle to look around.  “He sure moved fast.”

“Look at this.”

Joe cast a cursory glance at the ground where Hoss was pointing.  “Deer tracks?  So what?  Deer pass through here all the time.”

“Maybe so.  But where’s the horse tracks?”

Joe frowned.  Hoss was right.  The only horse tracks were their mounts.  A sense of unease crept through him.

“The snow’s pretty churned up.  They’ve been covered, is all.”

Hoss’s face glowed with excitement.  “There’d be some signs.  I’m telling you.  Him and his team of reindeer flew away!”

Joe laughed, but it was hard work.  Who had they just met?  Whoever it was, he wasn’t about to let Hoss see he was getting to him.

“Come on, let’s get home before you start seeing fairies.”

Hoss turned Chubb to follow and hid a smile.  Joseph never missed an opportunity to play tricks on him.  When he’d suggested heading home the night before, Joe had laid it on thick how they should keep looking for that cat.  When Little Brother mentioned the pass, he’d realized what Joe was up to.  Well, two could play at that game.

When he’d seen that highfalutin sleigh, the idea had hit him.  He’d expected a few minutes of fun, but his luck was in when Mr. Klaas appeared looking as fine as a double eagle and every bit how you’d expect Saint Nicholas to look.  Joe might play at brushing the idea off, but Hoss knew he’d shaken him, and he intended to make the most of it.

Posing one question after another, Joe started to join in.  Hoss had him hooked.

“That doesn’t explain what Saint Nick was doing here a week before Christmas.”

“You heard him.  He was checking out the area, making sure he knew where everyone lived.  Can’t be easy in the territories.  Keeping track of people and finding the kiddies that need a gift.”

“Yeah.  Someone always needs a helping hand this time of year.” 

Pa had that same spirit.  Their father had been heavily involved in collecting money to buy gifts for the orphanage.  A satisfying pile of packages sat in the church, ready to be delivered on Christmas Eve by another Saint Nick.  Only this one would be six foot four, three hundred pounds with baby blue eyes. 

“Saint Nick sure must be real busy.  What do you think Pa will say when we tell him?”

“Are you crazy?  We ain’t telling Pa.  I don’t wanna risk him canceling the Christmas party ‘cause he’s worried whatever we have is catching.”

“C’mon.  We gotta tell him.”

Pulling Cochise to a halt, Joe swiveled to face Hoss.  “We’re not telling nobody we saw Saint Nicholas.  Got it?”

Hoss couldn’t keep it up any longer.  The laugh rumbled up his belly and roared out.  Never slow to catch on, his brother swung a punch at his shoulder, making him laugh harder.

“All right, you got me.” 

Hoss reached over and slapped Joe on the back.  “You asked for it.”

Joe grinned, and they moved off again.  “How about that guy, though?  You ever see anything like him?” 

Hoss chuckled.  Even at twenty-five, Joe’s voice still hitched an octave when excited.  

“He sure was something, and that sleigh.”

“Where does a fella get a rig like that?

“Sure was the prettiest I ever saw.”

In good spirits, they continued to discuss the mysterious stranger until they neared the ranch house, when their thoughts switched to home comforts and the meal that awaited them.
***

Joe caught the shadow of relief in Pa’s eyes that was there every time they got home safe.  Getting up, he came to greet them.

“Any luck?”

“Not a sign.”

“Oh, well.  If it’s moved out of the area, that’s good to know.”

“Cold?”

Joe cut a look at Candy, who was looking snug and smug in the blue chair with a cup of coffee in his hands.

“Freezing,” Hoss replied.

“You fellas missed some excitement here.”

“Oh?”  Only half listening, Joe let the warmth from the fire thaw his numb fingers.  He rubbed them together as they began to tingle and smart.

“Yeah.  A fella robbed the Wells Fargo Station this morning.  Stole all the mailbags full of the parcels and money for Christmas.”

“That’s plumb terrible,” Hoss replied.

“Not the worst of it.  He hit the church and took the sacks of gifts for the orphans.”

Joe turned to his father.  “He can’t have got far.  Not with the snow.  Did they catch him?”

Ben pulled on his ear.  “That’s the thing.  He was driving a sleigh and headed into the hills.  With the snow falling, Roy had no chance to follow.”

“Yeah.  The thief worked for James O’Brian.  Name of Vester Class.  A real friendly, likable guy, according to O’Brien.  He’d no idea he’d been planning the robbery.” 

Wide-eyed, Hoss mouthed the name back to him.  Joe swallowed. 

“O’Brian had been bragging for weeks about that sleigh.  Made by Portland in New York, he had it shipped all the way here.  The finest in the territory.  Ole’ Lester stole it right out of the stables.”

A sick lump of dismay settled in Joe’s stomach.  What had they done?  He met his brother’s eyes.  

Racing for the credenza, they had Pa following them in confusion.

“Where’re you going?”

“There’s something we forgot to do.”

“But … dinner—”

“Sorry, Pa, but this can’t wait.  We should be back tomorrow, but may take longer.”

After grabbing some supplies from the kitchen, they saddled fresh mounts and headed back where they’d come.

“Dadburnit, Joe!  I can’t believe we helped that snake.  I might’ve figured out something was going on iffin I’d not been darned set on playing that joke on you.”

“You and me both, Brother.  But we’ve got the advantage of knowing where he was.  We’ll find him.”

The look in his eyes told Joe the same determination to catch the Christmas thief coursed through Hoss.  No way were they going to be responsible for letting the man who stole everyone’s Christmas mail and the orphan’s gifts get away.

As they drew nearer to the valley, Joe turned to Hoss.  “What d’you think?”

“He’d have run for the pass over to California, I reckon.”

In mutual agreement, they turned their mounts toward Bighorn Ridge.  Cutting over that would bring them out below the pass and shave miles off the journey.
***

Dusk was beginning to settle as the early winter night sped in upon them.  The sub-zero wind snapped at their faces, trying to force its way into the smallest gap in their clothes to chill their flesh further.

Joe lifted in his saddle and searched the terrain before them.  The big roan beside him tossed his head, betraying the strained nerves of his rider. 

“There!”  Joe’s arm shot out.  He pointed to the shadow flitting from tree to tree.  “He’s making for the pass.”

“C’mon!  Let’s cut him off.”

Crossing snow at a gallop wasn’t a smart idea, but it was their only option to catch this guy.  And Hoss and Joe were hell-bent on doing that.

Through the trees, Joe caught flashes of a sleek sleigh.  Its curved high gloss front gleamed in the last of the winter sun. 

“It’s him!”

The driver whipped his team into a gallop when they broke into the open.  Gunshots followed, and swerving their horses, they returned the fire.  The sacks piled in the back bounced, some teetering close to falling.  Shots cracked through the air, but they had two guns, whereas the robber had only one.  No sooner than he’d emptied his pistol, they pounced.  Hoss brought the team to a halt while Joe covered the driver. 

Joe’s mouth gaped again.  The young, clean-shaven man looking back at him bore no resemblance to the white-haired older gentleman they’d helped earlier.  Turning to look at his brother, he saw the same dumbfounded expression. 

The stranger held up his hands and smiled.  “Hi, fellas.  I’m sorry for shooting at you.  But I thought you were trying to hold me up.  Something wrong?”

“You could say that.  Borrow some mail, Vester?”

A scowl descended on the man’s face, and he spat.  “I thought I’d be free and clear in this rig.  How’d you find me?”

“Does it matter?”

Hoss marched to the sleigh and grabbed the thief by the collar.  “What kind of man are you anyways?  Stealing gifts from orphans.”

He spat again.  “So what?  Those brats won’t miss what they’ve never had.”

When his brother’s face darkened, Joe called, “Tie him up.  Then we’ll head back.”

Virginia City never slept, and people tumbled onto the boardwalk to greet them when they rode in.  After handing their catch over to Roy and the sleigh to O’Brian, they fended off the handshakes, back slaps, and offers for a free drink to slip free, head for the livery, and then the hotel. 

It was good to know the kids would get their gifts and folks their mail, but the day’s events had left them both rattled.  In the morning, they’d eat everything on the breakfast menu, but right then, they only wanted a warm bed. 

“Sorry, fellas,” Hank apologized when he handed them the key.  “I’ve only one room left with one bed.”

“Good enough,” Hoss told him.

Climbing in next to Joe, Hoss said, “I woulda bet money that the thief was the fella we’d helped.”

Joe stopped himself from rolling into his brother.  Settling down again, he grumbled, “How many men are there riding around on fancy sleighs anyway?”

“Yeah, and … well … if he weren’t the thief, who was he?”

Joe’s fingers ran down his face, scraping over the stubble.  He sighed.  “I’m beat.  Let’s get some sleep.”

“Sure.  Can’t help wondering, though.”

Joe looked at Hoss’s profile.  It had been quite a day.  Thinking they’d helped that crook escape had been bad enough, but catching him had only left that bigger question.  He gave Hoss a light punch on the shoulder.  “Me too, Brother.  Me too.”
***

Joe never missed his brother’s annual stint playing Saint Nicholas.  Big Brother loved helping people, and this was his favorite thing to do.  Hoss gave it everything he had, making sure all the kids had a great time, and Joe got a kick out of watching him.  Thanks to the robbery, this year seemed extra special.

Having shed his costume, Hoss reappeared, and Joe slapped him on the back.

“Great job.”

Hoss winked, but before he could reply, Sister Lidwina, who ran the orphanage, approached.

“I wanted to thank you both.  What you did, catching that thief, was wonderful.  We are so grateful.  You are our real-life Sinterklaas.”

Hoss’s eyes popped wide, and Joe asked, “What did you call us, Sister?”

The little lady laughed.  “That is the name for Saint Nicholas in my country.  In the Netherlands, he is Sinterklaas, the patron saint of children.”  Joe tried to concentrate on what the sister was saying and ignore Hoss’s slow mouthing of the name to him over and over.  “He looks after all the children and fills their shoes with sweets on Christmas Eve.  But you are the children’s heroes this Christmas.”

Joe tipped his hat and smiled.  “Thanks, Sister.  But we did what anyone would do.”

No sooner had the nun left, Joe was hooked under the arm and dragged to a quiet corner.

“Did you hear that?  Sinterklaas.  Dadburnit.  I knew I hadn’t misheard him.  What d’you think of that?”

Shaking his head, Joe could think of nothing to say.  He had no idea who they’d met that day, and this was one thread he didn’t want to pull on.  “Forget it.  Let’s find Pa and grab a beer.”
***

Joe rolled over, took a deep breath, and smiled.  Every Christmas morning since he could remember, the smell of cinnamon had warmed the air.  Hop Sing’s special Christmas pancakes were all it took to galvanize him out of bed.  He grabbed his boots, but when bare toes touched something cold and hard, his foot withdrew like it’d been scalded.  The package inside dropped onto his palm.  The little blue silk bag had been tied with a ribbon, formed into the perfect bow.  Attached to it was a card, edged and inscribed in gold script.  The note read, ‘To Joe, with thanks to my special helper.  Merry Christmas.  S.’  He opened it to find a small pile of sweets.

Joe threw his boot to the ground.  Only Hoss could’ve done this.  They’d not told a soul about the white-haired man with the impressive sleigh.  Clutching the little sack of treats, Joe stormed down the hall and burst into his brother’s room to find him, boot in hand, staring at an identical bag. 

Joe crossed to his side.  “You got one, too?” 

They marveled at the little parcels, and the two grown men vanished, replaced by the excited, tousled-haired little boys who had woken on Christmas morning’s past to the sight of a stocking at the end of their beds.  They always came with the same message, ‘Merry Christmas from Saint Nicholas’.  The stockings hung over the fireplace now, more as a symbol than for use.  But that same thrill and wonder flowed through them again. 

“You don’t think …?” Hoss trailed off.

Joe met his gaze.  The sparkle in those blue eyes was no brighter than the one in his own.  Joe nodded, and smiles as big as Christmas spread over their faces. 

Dec. 2023

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The Perfect Tree

by jfclover

We’d done this so many times before.  Finding a good-sized tree that would fill the corner by the stairs was an annual job that my brother and I had
taken care of for several years.  Roaming the silent wilderness was a gift for two busy ranchers on a mission.  Riding through such a vast expanse gave a man pause and made him wonder about his place in the world.

When I was a young man, three of us scoured the backwoods for the perfect tree, but there’d always be a difference of opinion, and tempers flared.  That was years ago, and my eldest brother had found a new life away from the ranch.  Pa still kept in touch through letters he received, and he returned a comprehensive missive several times a year, but Hoss and I had quit writing.  Adam had been gone so long that we’d lost interest in his travels.

Maybe it was because Hoss and I never planned to leave the Ponderosa. 
Whereas my brother sought adventure in faraway places, we were content to live
and work on our father’s ranch in western Nevada.  There was plenty of space and enough work to keep a man busy for the rest of his days.  There might be times when Hoss and I were clearing a beaver dam or chasing down runaway calves that we’d dream about faraway places, but I’d say we were both quite content with the way our world played out around us.

Hoss and I rarely squabbled over minor things like perfect trees.  Had it not been for my father and his traditions, I’m not sure my brother and I would’ve set out on this venture three days before Christmas, but tradition was everything to Pa.   Without the institutions that mark our places in time, my father would be lost, and his sons would be less likely to carry on the customs he brought to life every year.

It had been a tough time for all of us.  Disease had taken half of our herd, and the Ponderosa was struggling financially, but that didn’t stop my father from celebrating the holidays as if nothing were amiss. My father was like that. Traditions were part of his soul.

“Most problems take care of themselves,” he’d say.  “We can’t stop living just because life takes a turn.”

I wasn’t always like my father, and I didn’t always see the bright side.  Hoss would agree with Pa because that was his nature.  He could be persuaded to believe most anything, and if he could reason the situation out in his mind, he was good to go.  He and Pa knew how to make the most of a bad situation and move on.  I tended to dwell on the negative, so it was a godsend that I had two strong and positive men to equalize my life.

Sitting comfortably on Cooch, I didn’t dare turn around and look at Hoss andChubby.  The trail up the mountain was steep, and if a horse lost its footing on an uneven bank of snow, a man or his mount could be injured.  The last thing we needed was an accident this far from home and under these conditions.  We were more than halfway to Crescent City; we’d ridden too far, and we’d never get a tree cut and get home before dark.  God only knows what we were thinking.

Hoss had a tendency to hunch down in his woolen coat to keep out the cold, but I found it just as easy to turn my collar up to block the icy wind.  A hot toddy or even a cold beer sounded better than trekking through snowdrifts looking for the right tree.  I hadn’t spotted anything worthwhile, and neither had Hoss.  Out of all the trees on the Ponderosa, you’d think finding a healthy pine would be an easy task, but I was starting to get irritated by the entire venture.

When we reached a lower meadow, I stopped my horse and turned in the saddle
to face my brother.  “Let’s just pick one and be done with it.”

“I ain’t seen anything the right size yet, have you?”

“No, but what does it matter?  Let’s just cut one down and start for
home.  It’ll be dark before long.”

“Pa don’t want just any old tree.  You know how he is.”

“I’m tired and I’m hungry, and I don’t want to be out here any longer than I have to.”

“What’s wrong with you?  Why are you such a grump?”

My shoulders fell.  I didn’t have an answer so I nudged Cooch to go a little faster and that’s when I realized where we were.  The large grove of trees was where she’d pointed that double-barreled pistol at me and fired.  My hands shot high in the air, and my legs quivered as I tried to stay seated on my horse.  When the rush of excitement ended, I looked down at the old lady still pointing her gun toward my head.  She had one more shot, but I wasn’t ready to die.

I stopped and turned my horse to face Hoss.  “Do you know where we are?”

Hoss had pulled Chubby to a stop and stared up at the trees.  “Should I?”

I chuckled.  “This is where Kerri Picket pulled a gun on me and told me I would be doing her chores until her hand healed.”

“When I try to picture that little old lady pulling a gun on you, I know I shouldn’t laugh, but it’s hard not to.”

“It wasn’t funny, Brother.  That woman was serious.”

“I bet she was.”

“You know … maybe we should cut down a nice little tree for her cabin.”

“You know what time it is, right?”

“Yeah, I know, but what do you say?  Just a small tree, and we’ll only stay a short while.”

“Fine.”

“Thanks, Brother.”

Within five minutes, we found perfection, a young sapling about three feet tall.  If Kerri had any adornments, she could set the tree on a table and trim it to her heart’s delight.  We were doing the right thing, and it was
the best I’d felt in a long time. 

When I met the old woman, she was nursing an animal bite, but that was a while ago.  A lot can change in a few months, and I was anxious to see her again.  I doubt Hoss was thrilled with the prospect, but he’d put up with my whims since the day I was born.  Today wasn’t any different.

The little tree was tied to the back of my saddle, and we rode straight to the cabin by the lake.  Nothing had changed, but I was surprised there wasn’t any smoke coming from the chimney.  Surely, she’d started a fire on a cold December day.

“Something’s not right, Hoss.”

“Ain’t no smoke.”

“Right.”

I galloped up to the house and banged on the front door.  I called her name, and when no one answered, I pushed the door open and walked inside.  Darkness plagued the cabin.  There were no signs of life.  No lamps had been lit, and I breathed in air that was stale and sour and smelled of years of decay. 

When I flew out the door, coughing and covering my nose, I ran right into my brother.  He grabbed my arms and shook me.  What did he think that would do?  Erase the godawful smell that nearly choked me to death?

“She’s not there.”

“What’s the matter with you?”

“I don’t know.  The cabin smells like … it’s awful, Hoss.  I don’t know if she died in there or not, but … let’s get out of here.”

“Wait, Joe.  You ain’t thinking straight.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?

“Let’s ride into Crescent City and find out what happened to her.  We ain’t gonna make it home tonight anyway.

I nodded.  “Maybe you’re right.”

“You ain’t never gonna get a good night’s sleep until you know what happened inside that house.”

My brother was right.  I dumped the tree off the back of Cochise, and Hoss and I rode into town.  It wasn’t a long ride, but all I could think about was Miss Kerri.  I shouldn’t have waited so long to come back and check on her.  I left her in Doc Belden’s care, and  I thought he’d keep her safe, but I’d been neglectful.  I only had myself to blame.

Belden M.D. was burned into a shingle hanging over his door.  No longer was he involved with Milburn and his henchmen; he reopened his practice, and I hoped he’d have the answers I needed before moving on.

Hoss and I dismounted, and I knocked on the doc’s front door.  When a
woman answered, I asked for Dr. Beldon.  “Is the doctor in?”

“Yes.  Follow me.”

She was pretty enough.  A long blond braid fell past her waist, and with her light blue dress and white apron, she gave every indication that she was a skilled professional.

“Joe Cartwright!”  The doc and I shook hands, and he slid his hand
across my shoulders.  “It’s good to see you, Son.”

“Good to see you too, Doc.”

“What brings you to Crescent City?”

“Miss Picket.”

“Oh.”  His hesitation made me shudder inside.  Would I rather not
hear the answer?

“My brother and I stopped by the cabin to deliver a Christmas tree and .…”

“Let’s go to my office, Joe.”

“All right.”  I glanced back at Hoss and motioned for him to follow.  The three of us took seats in Belden’s office, and I braced myself for anything the doc had to say.

“Kerri’s dead, Joe.”

“I figured as much.”

“It’s my fault she died.”

“I doubt that, Doc.”

“I’m afraid it’s true.”

Belden pulled a bottle and stout glasses from his desk drawer.  He
poured three shots and scooted two toward Hoss and me.

“What happened, Doc?  How long ago?”

The doctor seemed to have difficulty forming the right words.  I
couldn’t imagine what caused him to feel so uncomfortable.  An old woman
who knew how to do for herself was dead.  It was a simple question, but
was it old age or something more sinister?

“She died three months after she secured her land.”

“Milburn?  Did he kill her?”

“No, Joe.  I told you it was my fault.”

“Then tell me what happened.”

“Gangrene.” 

I leaned forward in my chair.  “What?”

“I thought I had all the infection drained from her hand, but ….”

I glanced up at my brother, who’d opted to stand in the doorway of Doc’s
office.  He knew how I felt about the old woman, and he dipped his eyes to
let me know he was sorry.  Belden was a good man. I didn’t blame him for
her death, but I could see how he’d feel at fault.

“I’m sorry, Joe.  I wish I could’ve done more, but she’d hardly let me
check under the bandage after you left.  Without you to fight for her, she
was afraid.”

“Don’t blame yourself, Doc.  That’s the way she wanted things. 
Taking her hand off when you first diagnosed the problem would’ve killed her
just as fast.”

“I appreciate that, Joe, but a part of me will always feel guilty.”

“Guess that’s part of life, Doc.”

“What’s gonna happen with her quarter section of land?”  Hoss
asked. 

I understood his reason for the question.  Jason Milburn and his so-called legal practices could slip right into the land office and end up owning the entire area around Crescent Mountain before anyone else had a chance to buy the property.

Doc smiled.  “I’m glad you asked, Mr. Cartwright.  I think you’ll
be pleasantly surprised.”

Chapter 2

My brother and I saw it at exactly the same time. The perfect tree had grown
strong and tall in Kerri Picket’s piney woods.  After cutting and wrapping
the tree so we could drag it home and not damage any branches, we rode adjacent
to Milburn’s destruction. 

“Joe, look.” 

Hoss pointed to a low spot—a protected spot—where seedlings had taken root
from fallen pinecones.  Milburn had destroyed the forest, but new life was
beginning and gave hope for the future.  Streams would soon be flowing
again and relieve a potential dustbowl at the bottom of the mountain.  The
cycle of life was ever-changing.

By the time we arrived home, Pa was beside himself.  We hadn’t planned
to make our little venture an overnight trip, but after talking to Beldon, we
took a room in the saloon where Hoss, Pa, and Mr. Jenks had spent the
night.  Hoss said the steaks were better than most, so we ate supper, had a
few drinks, and hit the sack.

Chapter 3

The scent of pine filled the room, and after seeing the “perfect” tree
standing tall next to the stairs, Pa slid his hands across our shoulders, and
all was forgiven.  Besides, my father wasn’t one to carry a grudge,
especially during the holidays.  He was glad we were safe, and as Hoss and
I stood and admired our handiwork.  Hop Sing roared like an angry cat from the
dining room.

“Food get cold.  You eat now!”  Pa may have forgiven us, but Hop
Sing was another story.  When he roared, we obeyed like diligent
soldiers. 

After losing half of our cattle last spring, we had decided not to exchange
gifts for Christmas, something Pa wasn’t fond of at first, but Hoss and I can be
persuasive.  Even with that in mind, I had something I wanted to give my
father.  As optimistic as he tried to be, there was a side of Pa that
fretted and feared the worst.  Often, he’d become preoccupied with matters
he couldn’t change.  I thought I could relieve one of those fears.

As always, I was the last one to wake on Christmas morning, but with Hoss
standing in my doorway, giving orders, I had no choice but to open my eyes and
start the new day.

“Time to rise and shine, Little Brother.”

“I’m coming, I’m coming.”

Pa would be on his fourth or fifth cup of coffee before he lost patience
with me and sent Hoss up the stairs.  Breakfast would be served in front
of the fire, and Hop Sing would go all out with several sugary treats we didn’t
normally find on our plates.  I bounded down the stairs like a
youngster.  Anything to change my father’s mood from disgusted to pleased
with his youngest son.

“Morning, Pa.”

“Good morning, Son.  Did you sleep well?”

“I sure did.”  I glanced down at the platter of sweets.  “Look at
all the goodies.  Hop Sing outdid himself this year, didn’t he?”

“Coffee?”

“Sure, Pa.”

I soon found out that I wasn’t the only one who broke the rules.  Hoss
was the first to speak up.

“I gotcha a little something, Pa.  It ain’t much, but I couldn’t let
the holiday go by … well, you understand.” 

Hoss handed Pa a gift wrapped in brown paper with a string binding it
together.  Pa loosened the string, and the paper fell away.  A new
pipe and a nice leather pouch of Pa’s favorite tobacco sat on his lap.  He
fingered the pipe and took a long whiff of the tobacco. 

“Thank you, Son.  It’s perfect.”

“Welcome, Pa.”

Pa reached down between his leg and the arm of the chair and pulled out two
small gifts.  He handed one to me and one to Hoss.

“So much for no gifts this year.”

“Relax, Joseph.  If Pa wants to give us a token gift, who are we to
complain?”

“All right, Big Brother.  I’ll race you.”

We both ripped off the string and paper and gazed down at skillfully
engraved pocket watches.  I clicked mine open and read the inscription
from my father.  Tears stung my eyes when I looked up. 

“Thanks, Pa.”

“You’re welcome, Son.”

“Thanks, Pa.”

“You’re welcome, Hoss.”

My brother and I leaned against the back of the settee, each admiring our
gifts from Pa.  Inscriptions were personal.  I didn’t ask Hoss, and
he didn’t ask me.  We left that part to the imagination.

From my shirt pocket, I reached for the legal document Doc Belden had kept
in his care until we saw each other again.  He could’ve mailed it or
written me about Kerri’s death, but that never happened.  Had believing he
was to blame caused him to keep the news to himself?  I’ll never know the
reason, but in the end, Kerri deeded her piney woods to me.  The doc had
filed it with the land office, and I deeded it over to my father.  If
owning the quarter section put his mind at ease, I was more than happy to give
him my gift from Kerri.

I handed him the paper.  “Merry Christmas, Pa.”

He looked bewildered at first, but Pa was quick to catch on.  “Kerri
Picket?”

“That’s right.  She deeded that quarter section over to us.”

“To you, not me, Joseph.”

“Merry Christmas, Pa.”

“If you ever decide you want—”

“I won’t.  I want you to have it.  I wouldn’t have it any other
way.”

“Thank you, Son.”

And so the story goes.  None of us was able to pull off a Christmas
without a token gift for the people we cherish the most.  I’m not sure why
we even tried to change a natural custom.  We thought too much of each
other to believe we could sit next to the perfect tree and not show each other
how we felt.

My father was right.  Traditions were a valuable asset in a man’s
life.  They kept a man on track, kept him true to himself, and to those he
cared about.  I doubt I’d ever be too old to not cherish advice from my
pa.

The End

Merry Christmas 2023

Christmas Visitors

by

Beppina

“We shouldn’t have stopped for that last beer, Joe,” Candy moaned as he guided the team of two horses through the now-deepening snow. “We’d have been home by now an’ in the warm.”

“You were just as anxious to stay,” came the grunted retort from deep inside the green jacket, “Sally-Anne was keen on you hangin’ around!”

It was the night before Christmas Eve. Joe Cartwright and Candy Canaday had taken the wagon into Virginia City on a final shopping errand for Hop Sing. The cook was certain he would be running out of foodstuff long before the end of the Christmas festivities and had ordered the two cowboys to help him out by a trip into town. Hop Sing was quite a wily old bird and knew they would stop for a beer or two before returning to the ranch. He wasn’t concerned about it. It was Christmas, after all.

“Looks like this is here to stay,” Candy observed, brushing snow from his knees, and giving a shiver. “Wish I’d bought my slicker!”

Joe grunted a second time. He was hunched up alongside Candy. His head and shoulders were buried deep into the collar of his jacket; his hat pulled down over his eyes for protection. He was wringing his gloved hands together to get some heat into his cold fingers.

“Reckon Hop Sing’ll have some hot water on for a bath?” Candy questioned.

“I sure hope so. I can’t feel my feet now,” came the grumbled reply. “I’ll bet Pa’s sat in front of the fire enjoying a brandy just to keep out the cold.”

Candy chuckled and shrugged his shoulders to ease the ache in his back. He whistled at the horses and called out to encourage them on.

“Think warm thoughts, Joe. Think warm thoughts.”

Onwards, they travelled at what seemed snail’s pace, but considering the conditions, it was a sensible speed. The visibility was reduced by the minute as the snowfall became more intense. The only sound was that of the wagon and horses passing through.

Joe peered into the white surroundings as he tried to make out any landmarks.

“Can’t see a damned thing beyond the horses. I reckon we’re about two hours out at this rate.”

“You gonna spell me for a bit?” Candy asked and wriggled his butt on the hard seat.

“Must I?” Joe sat upright in the seat, “Candy, what’s that upfront? Can you see? There’s something in the middle of the track. Stop the wagon.”

The horses eased to a halt. The wagon slipped on the loose snow and then stopped. Joe jumped down, almost falling as the snow gave way under him.

“Blast,” he cursed as he moved forward to the slow-moving obstacle.

“Hey!” He called as he moved forward, “Hey, what are you doing?” Joe’s hand hovered over his pistol, its small tie undone, ready for action. The snow-covered figure stood still, then turned to face the voice.

“What are you doin’?” Joe asked. He was amazed. It was two people walking during a snowstorm.

“Where are you goin’?”

“Followin’ the road. Lookin’ for shelter,” the male spoke, “We took a wrong turn somewhere, we were going to Virginia City.”

“You’re miles outta your way. Get up on the wagon, we’ll take you with us.” Joe started moving things around on the flatbed, making space for the two cold and weary people. Candy twisted back and pulled at the spare tarp.

“Here, this’ll keep the snow off a bit.”

With Joe giving them a helping hand, the couple climbed aboard and huddled down amongst the supplies.

“We’s mighty grateful for the ride Mister. We’s not used to this snow,” the man addressed Joe.

“You’d be dead if’n you were out in this all night. The name’s Cartwright, Joe Cartwright. This is Canaday, you can call him Candy.”

“Thank you both, Mister Joe, Mister Candy. We’s in your debt, that’s for sure.”

The journey onwards was slow and laborious. The track was deep with pristine snow, the ruts and rocks hidden under the now thick white blanket. The light had gone, and they were travelling at a walking pace. Joe had taken over the reins, giving Candy a break from the constant concentration. Their conversation had dried up as they trekked homeward at a painstaking speed. Now, both had their eyes peeled for any hidden dangers. One mistake and they would be in serious trouble.

“I can smell smoke,” Candy announced, “we must be pretty close to the house.”

“I bet Pa’ll be worrying. I just hope Hop Sing has plenty of hot water ready. “

“Yeah, and a large brandy to warm the insides,” Candy laughed. They were both frozen through. Fingers and toes were numb, and their faces red. Oh, to be inside the house. Just the thought of the roaring log fire made them smile in anticipation.

The horses picked up pace into the yard. Even this close to the house, it was hidden by the heavy snowfall. The only light visible came from the lantern hanging on the porch. A beacon in the darkness in normal conditions, now just a muted glow.

“We’re here.” Joe jumped from the seat and unhooked the tailboard. The passengers crawled from their cramped space and climbed down to his side.

The front door swung open, and a bright light flooded the porch. Ben Cartwright stood in the doorway. Hop Sing at his side.

“You’re home. Thank heavens. I was getting worried. Come on, get in and get warm,” Ben ordered, then spotted an extra two people. “Who have we here then?”

“A couple of strays we picked up on the road, Pa. Thought we’d better bring ‘em home.”

“Come on in then. Candy, grab a couple of hands to unload the wagon and sort the horses. Plenty of feed for them tonight. Then get in here.”

“Yes, Sir. Mister Cartwright,” Candy jogged over to the bunkhouse, grateful someone else would do the last of the work.

Ben led the couple into the house, and Joe followed on behind. The heat inside was quite overpowering after the cold they had felt. His jacket was soon on the peg, with his gun belt curled on the sideboard. It took seconds for him to stand in front of the blazing fire. The couple remained just inside the door, nervous about the big, solidly built, and imposing man before them. The man looked from father to son in amazement. The son was of a much smaller stature though an equally commanding presence.

“Well, Joseph?”

“I thought it would be better to bring them here. They’d have died out in that storm.”

“Mister Cartwright,” the man spoke, his voice soft and low, “my name is Jedadiah Freeman, this is my wife, Clara. We were goin’ to Virginia City, lookin’ for work. Must’ve missed the turn someplace. This young man stopped an’ bought us here. We’s much obliged to him for that.”

“Well, Mister Freeman. You certainly won’t be going anywhere for the time being. We’ve plenty of room so you and your wife are more than welcome to stay here until the road clears.”

“We can bed down in the stable, Sir. We don’t want to intrude on your family,” The woman spoke, her voice as soft as her husband’s.

“No. You can use one of the guest rooms. The stable is full other than the loft space. Come and sit down and get warm. You can tell us all about yourselves, how you ended up on the Ponderosa.”

Hop Sing scuttled in and out of the room laden with sandwiches and coffee. Ben indicated for him to sit and hear Freeman’s story. Joe grabbed a couple of bites to take to his room. He excused himself and then disappeared up the stairs. He was tired and still cold, but more importantly, he was not in the mood to socialize.

“I’ll hear your story tomorrow, Jedadiah. I’m off to my bed. Goodnight, all.”  With weary steps, Joe climbed the stairs and closed his door to the world. In the privacy of his room, Joe flung himself on the bed and covered his head with his arms. He wanted to blot out his surroundings. To remove himself from everything that reminded him of Alice and Hoss. This Christmas was going to be hard. He wanted to be strong, if only for his father. But for himself, he wanted peace. Peace from the ongoing pain that ripped his heart in two every time he thought of those departed. Peace from the tears that were always close to the surface, fighting to break free. In truth, Joe hated waking every morning to face the struggle of another day without them. He bit hard on his fist. He wanted to scream at the world about the injustice of losing two of the most important people in his life.

“I’m sorry about that,” Ben, started, “my son is not in the best place at the moment.”

“D’you want me to check up on him?” Candy asked as he rose from his seat.

“No, leave him be. I’ll look in later. Now Jedadiah, what brought you to Nevada?”

“Well, first, I’d better explain a couple of things. Clara and I are both educated, we can read, write, and do our numbers. We only use the dumb slave act until we know we are safe. You know we are free; we have the papers to prove it. Our old master was an English man. He didn’t believe in slavery and gave all his slaves their freedom. All of us young ones attended classes run by his wife. They were all paid, and we had reasonable living quarters, unlike on most plantations. During the war, some rebels killed them both. They tried to take all of us men into the army, but we ran away before they could get us all together.”

“Have you been wandering since then, or did you find any employment?”

“We made our way west and then north. Done odd jobs here and there. Stayed in a couple of nice towns, but we want to get our own place someday. So, we keep moving on.”

“Well, you’ve arrived at the wrong time to find work, that’s for sure. We run with just a handful of men over winter…”

“We don’t want to impose. I can turn my hand to anything, and Clara is good in the kitchen or the house. She’s real good at making stuff, too,” Jedadiah interrupted.

“We’ll get Christmas done with, then look at the situation. I’m sure a few days rest will do you both good.”

“Mister Cartwright, Ben, you said your son is not in a good place. May I ask why?” Clara spoke up.

“You may,” Ben poured another brandy and offered the others a refill. Ben then sat back and sighed.

“Joe lost his brother earlier this year. They were remarkably close, and Joe blames himself for his death.”

“I am so sorry.”

“That’s not all, I’m afraid. A couple of months after Hoss died, Joe met and married Alice. They were expecting a child. She was murdered. He also blames himself for that. The child would have been born next February.”

Jedadiah interrupted, “What did you say your other son’s name was?”

“I had three sons. Adam is my oldest, he’s in Australia. Hoss was my middle boy; Joseph is my youngest. I have another younger boy, Jamie, whom I adopted a couple of years back. He’s away at school in San Francisco just now.”

“This is going to sound strange,” Jedadiah started, “you said your son was called Hoss.” Ben nodded in agreement.

“Yes, that’s right.”

“Was he a big man, taller than you? Wore a white ten-gallon hat? And Alice, was she a slim blonde, and quite petite?”

Ben frowned. He wondered how this man could describe someone he had never met. “Yes, that sounds very much like Hoss. Why?”

“Before we met with Joe, we were walking real slow, and to be honest, we didn’t think we would get much further. Well, two horses appeared through the snow. They stopped, and the man, a real big man with a white hat, spoke to us. He said that his brother Joe would be along in a few minutes with a wagon and that he would bring us here. The girl with him was silent, she just sat and waited. They weren’t really dressed for the snow. Oh, and he said, ‘Tell Joe, ole Hoss is fine and dandy, and that Alice is with him now.’ We thanked him, and they rode on in the direction we had come from. When I turned round, they had gone. I just thought it was the snow that had hidden them from sight. Now I don’t know.”

Ben shivered. His back tingled as the hair on his neck felt erect.

“Are you sure he said Hoss?”

“Yes, sir. Absolutely certain.”

Unknown to all in the living room, Joe hovered in the shadows at the top of the stairs. Like a naughty schoolboy, he had eavesdropped on the conversation happening below. Joe was tired and hungry but too restless to sleep. He had been about to return to the fireside when he overheard his father’s comments about Hoss and Alice. Curiosity then kicked in, and he just had to listen.

A physical pain gripped his heart. He gasped and flinched as though punched in the stomach. Joe staggered back to his room. Had he heard Jedadiah Freeman correctly? Did he say he had seen Hoss and Alice? That was impossible. He knew it was impossible. Both had been gone for too long now. He knew exactly where they were. He had helped to bury both. How could the people he had brought to the house claim to have seen them?

With one sweeping motion, everything on his dresser hit the floor. The jug smashed against the chair, the water soaking the cushion. The bowl followed, bounced once, and shattered into numerous pieces. His clenched fist hit the mirror and caused it to crack and break. His blood splattered the shards and covered his knuckles.

“Damn. Damn. Damn!” Joe cursed and ran his good hand through his tangled hair. He still couldn’t cope with the loss of both brother and wife.

Ben burst into the room, “Joseph, what’s going on? What have you done?” Hop Sing pushed past his boss, intent on clearing the broken chinaware, but stopped on seeing Joe’s bloody hand.

“Hop Sing fix hand, Little Joe. Come down to the kitchen, now. We use back stairs, no need to see guests.” Ben stood back to allow his son to leave the room. Candy was now at the door, anxious to help if needed.

“It’s okay, Candy,” Ben nodded, “I’ll just get this cleaned up. Go and entertain our guests, please. I’ll be five minutes.”

“Is Joe okay?” Jedadiah asked as Candy sat back by the fire. “What happened?”

“I don’t know. He has these days of uncontrolled anger. I do understand why, but I don’t know what to do to help him.”

“You’re very close to him?” Clara asked.

“Yeah. Joe’s about as close to a brother as I could have.”

“Grief manifests in many ways,” Jedadiah started, “does Joe talk about his loss, or does he avoid it?”

Candy snorted back a laugh, “When Joe starts talking, you can’t stop him. But anything concerning Alice and Hoss, he clams up. He refuses to talk about them and gets incredibly angry if Mr. Cartwright or I mention them. We’re both worried about him.”

“Hand now clean, Little Joe. You keep stitches dry so heal quick,” Hop Sing had cleaned Joe’s hand and stitched the worst cut closed. A tight white bandage now protected the wound.

“Hop Sing fix you something to eat now, okay?”

“Please, Hop Sing, just something to drink.”

“Fine, I make special tea to help you sleep. Little Joe, why do you break the bowl and jug?”

The young man shook his head. He was unable to explain the excruciating pain in his heart every time he heard Alice or Hoss’ names. Every day was an effort to survive his loss, and every day, he wished it were his last.

Ben joined them in the kitchen. His face was dark with anger at Joe’s behaviour with guests in the house.

“What do you think you were doing?” Ben demanded in a voice that bordered on a shouted whisper. “Can’t you control your temper just for once?”

Joe sat, head bowed, while his father tore into him. He couldn’t answer or speak. Joe just sat and let his father rage on. He hated being as he was but couldn’t fight it or see his way forward.

“I’m sorry,” that was all he said.

Hop Sing placed the mug of tea on the table, “You drink, then go to bed.” He glared at his employer as he dared him to say more. “Tomorrow another day.” Joe felt the gentle hand on his shoulder. Not his father’s, but Hop Sing, who squeezed it and then guided the young man from the table.

“Good night, Joseph,” Ben’s angry voice could be heard in the outer room, and then a torrent of noisy Chinese followed.

Clara looked at Candy in wonder. Was the little cook telling his boss off?

“It’s okay,” Candy grinned, observing her surprised expression, “Hop Sing is just putting Mister Cartwright straight on a few things. Joe is ‘his’ boy, and he’s reminding him.”

“He can speak to him like that, isn’t he afraid of being dismissed?” Jedadiah asked.

“No, Hop Sing has a special place here. He started before Joe was born, so that’s thirty odd years ago. He threatens to go back to China quite regularly, to his family, as he puts it. Trouble is, most of his family is here or down in San Francisco, so there’s no one to go back to.”

“Why do you not listen to number three son?” Hop Sing had reverted to English and now scolded his employer, “You need to talk to son, not ignore or wash over the problem.”

“Hop Sing, I have tried. But it’s time he was over it all. He’s wearing his grief like an overcoat. I can’t get close to him. I feel like I am losing him too.”

“You remember you ran away when Missy Marie died. Joe did not run away after Missy Alice, he stayed, trying to get through grief here. He stays for you.”

“I know. I am at a loss for what to do next,” Ben admitted. “I just have to keep trying to reach him.”

Joe had crawled into bed. The tea Hop Sing had prepared had been one of his ‘special’ recipes and had contained a small amount of a natural sedative. It hadn’t taken many minutes for Joe to feel the effects of the tea. He almost immediately began to doze off. He was tired of being so unhappy and bad-tempered but didn’t know how to drag himself from the depths of his despair.

Morning found Joe as miserable as ever.

 It was Christmas Eve, and things had to be done before the festive celebrations began. All the yard chores had to be dealt with as usual. The horses fed and watered, and the barn mucked out with more fresh hay scattered. Joe had risen early, grabbed his coat, and slipped out before the rest of the house had surfaced. He’d checked out the chickens were still couped up, refilled the log box for Hop Sing, and the great room’s fire was blazing merrily. When Joe had finished his tasks, he began grooming Cochise. His mind wandered as he brushed long strokes along his mount’s flank. Here, Joe could relax. Not have to think of his father or their guests. He could lose himself in his misery.

Joe confided in his horse, speaking of Hoss and Alice, how he missed them, and how it was his fault both were dead. Of how he should have been there for Alice, how he could have saved her. Of how he should have been able to pull Hoss to safety rather than have him drown in the swollen and angry river.

“It wasn’t your fault, Joe,” a female voice broke into his monologue, “why are you blaming yourself for something beyond your control?”

“What are you doing here?” He was blunt and abrupt with his question. “It’s none of your business.”

“I thought you might like someone to talk to. But I see your horse is a good listener.”

“Yeah, he knows when to keep quiet!”

“Your father is very worried about you, you know.”

Joe stopped brushing, turned, and looked at the woman standing in the doorway.

“Is he? I think he expects everything to be normal again.”

She moved across to a bale of sweet-smelling hay positioned nearer to Joe, “Come and sit with me for a while.” She patted the space beside her. She heard a deep exhale of breath and then the movement as Joe crossed the barn and sat at her side.

Clara, looked at the young man, assessing him critically. He was younger than her or Jedadiah. Although the mass of brown hair was shot through with silver and grey it made him appear older than he was in her opinion. Joe was also a very handsome man. He wore his years well, with only the frown lines etched across his forehead and green eyes that seemed forever on the verge of spilling forth tears. Joe looked drawn into himself, holding every part closed and not permitting anyone to get close.

“You are not to blame,” she started, “they do not hold you responsible.”

Joe, ‘huh-ed’ as he turned to her, “Do you really believe you saw my wife and brother on the road the other day?” Sarcasm dripped with each word he uttered.

“Yes, I do. Why don’t you tell me about them, Joe? Help me get to know them.”

“Hoss was my best friend; I miss him so much. I should have been able to save him, not let him drown. Instead, I watched as he took his last breath. I couldn’t get him out of the water. Every time I close my eyes, I see him reaching out to me. I can’t forgive myself for that.”

“From what your father has told me, you could have drowned too. It was only luck he and Candy rode out to find you both.”

“Some luck.”

“Tell me about Alice.”

Joe sat in silence. The scar tissue from the fire was prominent on both hands as he picked at and worried, the raised and still red skin, causing the blood to ooze across his fingers. The bandage from the previous day was grubby and loose and was now blood-smeared.

“What do you want me to tell you?” he asked, “I loved her. We married and we were expecting a baby. Now she is dead, so is the baby. I wasn’t there, I was here. There’s nothing else to tell.”

“You were here getting wood to build the baby’s room. You had reason to be here. Do you think you could have saved them?”

“I could have tried. I would have tried.”

“You might have been killed too.”

“I would have been with her. I want to be with her.”

“Joseph Cartwright,” Clara turned on him, face flushed with indignation, “I never thought you could be selfish, but you are. What about your father? It would kill him if he lost you. What about Candy? He’s your best friend.”

“Pa’s got Jamie now.”

“Oh please, that’s a rather childish thing to say. You’re the most important person in your father’s life, you must know that!”

For more than an hour, Joe and Clara sat in the warmth and privacy of the barn. He told her things he would never have dreamt of telling another soul. Somehow, she coaxed the young man to share his deepest feelings and share some of the pain he still carried within. Finally, with her arms wrapped around him like a child, Joe let the bottled-up emotions flow.

“I’m sorry,” he whispered as he regained his composure and rubbed at his wet eyes.

“Shall we go and join the others? Your father said something about company arriving this afternoon?”

“I’ll be in in a minute. Clara. Thank you, but please, this is between you and me, okay?”

“Of course, it will be our little secret. I’ll tell Ben you’ll be in soon.”

Later that day, the swish of a sleigh and horses could be heard entering the yard. All hurried to the door to greet the arriving guests.

“Paul, Roy, glad you could get here. Clementine, we’re so pleased to see you,” Ben welcomed Virginia City’s sheriff, doctor, and local font of knowledge and gossip, Clementine Hawkins, “come on in out of the cold. Meet our other guests.”

Introductions were soon made, and all settled around the roaring fire and enjoying fine brandy. Roy and Paul soon caught them up on the local news. Joe was quiet, but he joined in the conversations and chuckled at Clementine’s attempt at joke-telling.

Christmas Eve passed much as it would for the better-situated families in the Storey County territory. Plenty of tasty food, wine, and good company. The Cartwrights and their guests enjoyed the fare that Hop Sing had prepared with great attention to taste and presentation. For him, nothing was too good for his family, and he would put on the best possible spread for their enjoyment.

After dinner, all sat around the fire, warming the outer and the inner body with brandy or wine. Joe, Candy, and Hop Sing sat at the plane-built table, glasses to one side, bodies gently roasting by the heat of the fire. A game of Ma Jong was well in progress, with Hop Sing close to winning. Groans and laughter rolled around the table as he collected more tiles, taking him ever closer to victory. The Freemans, Roy, and Paul sat enjoying the chatter and humour of the friendly game as Ben kept the drinks flowing.

“Do you have a guitar, Ben?” Jedadiah asked in a lull of laughter.

“Why yes. Adam’s old guitar is in his room. Do you play?”

“I can find my way around a tune or two. Clara can play the piano too. I see you have one tucked away in the corner.”

“Alice had learnt the piano as a child. I bought it for her to practice and play. It hasn’t been touched since …” Ben answered, glancing at his youngest son.

“Oh, may I?” Clara piped up. “We could sing some carols to welcome Christmas Day.”

Ben didn’t have to answer; he stood, crossed to the piano, and pulled the cover from it. “Please, be my guest.”

Ben climbed to the upper floor. He ventured into Adam’s room, noting it was as it had been left years before. Not the slightest smidge of dust was visible, nor was any smell of must or mould noticeable. Hop Sing still cared for this room as though Adam would show up tomorrow. Ben grabbed the guitar and returned to the great room.

“Here you are, Jedadiah. I’m not sure if it is in tune, but you can try.”

Clara and Clementine took a seat on either side of the upright piano. Clara ran her fingers across the ivory keys, touching them lightly to get the feel. She then ranged across them to play a simple tune to hear the tone of the now-neglected instrument.

Clementine hummed along to the varied notes before smiling in pleasure, “It’s still in tune, how marvelous.”

The room soon filled with voices singing the carols of the day. Clara was an accomplished pianist with a beautiful voice. Clementine also possessed a very pleasing soprano, and together she and Clara made the traditional songs come to life. Jedadiah accompanied them on the guitar, his bass adding depth alongside Ben’s. Roy and Paul hummed along as they both claimed a strangled cat sounded better than they did. Even Joe joined the celebrations and added his higher tone to the gathering by harmonizing with Candy. Midnight came and went. In silence, they all sat surrounding Ben as he read the Christmas Story from his old family bible. Then, wishing each other a Merry Christmas and goodnight, they all retired for the night.

Christmas morning dawned bright and clear. Joe had risen early again and done the first of the daily chores. The barn was cleaned, the horses were let out to enjoy the fresh air, and the chickens were checked for eggs. Hop Sing was happy to see the fires set and lit, and the kitchen stove ready to use. Although most had been prepared the day before, he would be busy today, with so much to be cooked. Both Clara and Clementine had been godsends in getting everything ready. That Hop Sing had not complained about the women in his kitchen was a definite bonus for the rest of the household.

Breakfast was served with good cheer and bonhomie. Gifts were exchanged, and the day settled into an easy routine. Clara had been gifted a beautiful emerald-green dress that had belonged to Marie. Ben explained she had only worn it once and would have been so happy to see another lady gain the same pleasure as she had. Clara received the dress with graceful appreciation. She soon disappeared to her room to change. Clementine was gifted a basket of Hop Sing’s precious and private spice and herb collection, with recipes for use. Roy and Paul had been easy to please. Both had a taste for Ben’s favourite French brandy and were more than pleased with their gifts. Candy was not so easy to provide for. Eventually, Ben found a handsome and elegant saddle. Joe had worked on it for days until it shone like glass and had been proud of the softened leather and finished glow. Joe, as always, proved hard for Ben. In the past, he had bought a beautiful stallion for his youngest. Then was the saddle he used to this day. A first edition Colt revolver had been one year’s gift. An inlaid Winchester repeater rifle another. Ben had thought long and hard for this year’s gift. After the year’s tragedies, nothing seemed suitable. He had been at a loss until … he had pictures of Alice and Hoss. Photographs from the wedding. A couple of telegrams were sent to an artist in San Francisco. The photographs were mailed, and a couple of months later, a message arrived that the portrait painting was ready. Having it delivered from San Francisco had proved challenging. With some surreptitious help from Paul, it arrived in Virginia City. Joe was none the wiser.

The large package stood behind the piano, unseen by all until Ben bought it out.

“This is for you, Joe. I hope you like it.”

With great care, he unwrapped the rectangular object. Bit by bit, the frame was exposed, and then the painting was revealed.

Joe stood back. His heart was overloaded with every emotion. There before him were Alice and Hoss. Her smile was the one Joe would never forget for as long as he lived. Alice was dressed in all her wedding finery; her dress was a beautiful white creation made especially for her in Virginia City, the gossamer-thin veil framing her face. At her side, in his Best Man suit, stood Hoss. His smile was every bit as warm in art as it was in life.

Joe sat; overcome as tears welled up in his eyes. “Pa,” he started, “I don’t know what to say.”

“Don’t say anything, Son,” Ben pulled his son into his arms, “Merry Christmas, Joseph.”

Two days later, the Christmas festivities were over. Roy and Paul needed to return to their respective workloads in Virginia City. Clementine Hawkins decided to join them on the journey home. She had her boarding house to run and hoped her resident guests hadn’t burnt the place down in her absence.

Ben, Joe, and Candy worked around the house rather than out on the land. There were always little jobs to keep them busy in inclement weather, often tasks they put to one side during their busy times. The cold outside jobs were completed quick time and followed by cheerful conversation, card games, and checkers in front of the blazing fire. Joe seemed easier, even relaxed now. He began to smile more and wanted to participate, something he hadn’t done for a long time. Ben wondered about the change in his son but held his peace for fear of Joe reverting to the sullen, unhappy character of mere days before.

Clara and Jedadiah remained as guests for a few more days, helping wherever possible. Hop Sing resumed his control of the kitchen, so Clara kept busy sewing and repairing the assorted items of work clothes the hands had damaged. She also took time to sit and talk with Joe. It seemed to draw him further out of his deep depression.

Evenings were passed gathered in the warmth of the great room. Candy and Joe, dark heads together, played numerous games of checkers and occasionally chess. Their conversation was much as it had been back in the days when Joe and Hoss had enjoyed their marathon games.

“You moved my piece…”

“I didn’t, you did.”

“Not.”

“Cartwright, you moved that piece.”

“Me? Never.” Followed by a giggle and a groan as the checkers finished up on the floor.

“Boys, Boys,” Ben admonished, hiding his grin behind his days-old newspaper, “if you can’t play nicely…”

“Sorry, Pa.”

“Sorry, Mister Cartwright.”

Ben smothered the urge to laugh and resumed his reading.

The Ma Jong board took up residence on the drum table to one side of the fire. Hop Sing had taught Clara and Jedadiah how to play, and now they passed the time in many amicable games. Ben would look up, this was how he liked his home, warm and welcoming with a sense of peace. This had been missing for too long and now he sat back and relished the feeling it gave. He glanced at his son and smiled in contentment. At last, the boy, Joe would always be his boy, was coming back to him.

New Year’s Eve arrived with fresh snowfall. The Freemans were going to leave before the new year, but a further snowfall had delayed their departure. They would enjoy the Cartwright’s hospitality for a few more days.

Throughout the day the house was filled with wonderful exotic smells as Hop Sing prepared a veritable feast of Chinese specialties for the evening meal. All were eager to see what delights he had prepared for them.  

Midnight approached; Ben watched the hands on the old grandfather clock tick their way around to the number twelve. The gathering stood with champagne-charged glasses, waiting for the clock to strike the hour. Tick, tock, tick, tock, time seemed to stand still until the first resounding ‘boing’ reverberated through the room.

“Happy New Year!” They cried out together, as they toasted and raised their drinks to each other. Hugs, handshakes, and kisses, with Clara, were exchanged as they welcomed in the new year.

“Here’s to 1874, may we all have peace and joy,” Ben announced over the noise.

“1874.” they echoed.

Joe flung the front door open as tradition demanded while Hop Sing ran to open the back kitchen door.

“Goodbye 1873, welcome 1874!” Ben declared, standing in the open doorway.

“Happy New Year to you all!” A voice carried in from the yard, “Happy New Year!”

A few hands appeared in the snow, laughing and cheering. Snowballs were soon made, and a mock battle began. Ben looked at his son, then Candy, giving them permission to join the fight, “Go on, I know you want to behave like boys, not men.”

Within moments, the yard was filled with snow flying in every direction. The hands ganged up on Joe and Candy and were getting the upper hand until Clara and Jedadiah joined the fray.

Joe’s unique laugh rang out across the yard as Candy disappeared under a deluge of snow. It was cut short as he too was pounced upon and thrown into the pile shoveled in front of the barn. Ben held his breath; how would Joe react to this? Would he laugh it off, or fly off the handle at the chuckling hands?

The snow-covered shape emerged, bent double to brush it from his torso and legs.

“I’ll get you for that,” Joe threatened, grinning as he grabbed more ammunition to throw at them, “This is war!”

“Let battle commence,” Candy shouted as the grown men, and one woman, played as children just let out of school.

Ben watched the frivolities, Hop Sing stood at his side, a beaming smile on his face.

“Our boy is having fun,” he remarked.

Ben looked at his cook and smiled at his use of ‘our boy.’ “Yes, Hop Sing, our boy is having fun.”

Two days later, Ben, along with Joe and Candy, loaded up the sleigh with the Freemans’ new belongings, hitched the draught team and began the slow journey into Virginia City. It would take a few hours as the trail was still snow-covered and icy in places, but there was no hurry. The countryside was breathtaking and beautiful, dressed in pristine white, and they could take in the surroundings. They would eat in town and probably travel home the next day. Clara and Jedadiah would stay with Clementine until they could catch the stage northbound.

After a final breakfast together, the Cartwrights bid a fond farewell to their guests with instructions to write and to visit if ever they were back in the area. Promises were made to do so in the future. With handshakes and hugs all around, the Cartwrights turned their sleigh towards the Ponderosa and made their way home.

The Freemans paid Clementine for her hospitality, telling her they would take whichever stage came through first, and made their way to the Stage office. Good fortune must have been with them as a stage arrived only an hour after they bought their tickets.

They promptly made themselves comfortable in the small space. As the only passengers, they could spread out and enjoy the ride. Virginia City soon disappeared behind them, and new pastures beckoned them forward.

“I think Joe will be okay now,” Clara mused, “he just needed someone to listen and not to blame him.”

“Yes. You did well with him. If you had failed, he would not have survived Christmas. They are too good a family to have that happen.”

“I wonder where we will be sent or what we will be doing next?”

“We’ll find out soon, we always do.”

Hours later, the stagecoach pulled into a small town some miles farther north. The driver jumped to the ground. “End of the Line,” he shouted, as he opened the door.

The interior was empty. In complete amazement, the driver looked around the small space. Where were the two people who had climbed aboard in Virginia City? Where were their bags? There was no trace of them ever being on the stage. They couldn’t have disappeared into thin air, could they?

The End

Inspired by “Highway to Heaven” directed and produced by Michael Landon.





The Third Christmas

by Joefan1

It was December 22, and in three days it would be Christmas—the third Christmas since Hoss’ passing. And Joe Cartwright was eager to get home. He was determined that his father would not spend Christmas alone and that he would get home in time to help with at least some of the holiday preparations.  

It would be just the two of them this year. His brother Adam, who last year had kept them amused and distracted with his tall tales, wasn’t able to make it. He had sent word that he’d be spending the holidays preparing for his new position as head of the English Department. Candy had left to visit a critically ill friend a few days before Adam’s telegraph was delivered, and Jamie had gone off to spend Christmas with his grandfather. And then he had been called away on pressing business, business which had taken far longer than expected. But, at last, he was on his way home, and, provided the weather held, he should arrive late tonight.  

But things just weren’t going his way. He had been riding for less than an hour when ominous dark clouds began to appear, and within minutes, the first snowflakes drifted softly to the ground, heralding a winter storm. Soon the road was wet and slippery with falling snow, and the temperature plummeted. The wind picked up and whipped the snow about making it difficult to see any distance ahead. The storm continued to escalate, and Joe pulled the collar of his coat tighter around his neck. He slowed Cochise to a walk and gave the paint his head, allowing him to pick his own way around slippery spots and drifting snow. 

As they pushed on, the blizzard, and it was now a full-blown blizzard, continued to rage around them, reducing visibility even more. All signs of the road had disappeared, and he was relying on Cochise to get them both safely home. 

Joe sighed. With the treacherous conditions and their slow pace, he’d be lucky to make it home by tomorrow morning, and he was already feeling the effects of the weather. As the hours passed, his hands became so cold that he could barely feel the reins, and his feet felt like chunks of ice. His teeth chattered, and his body was shivering uncontrollably.

And he was tired—so very tired that it was becoming a struggle to keep his eyes open. Mile after mile, he battled the fatigue and lethargy. But it was a losing battle. Eventually his eyes drifted shut, and he came to rest against Cochise’s neck.

Trodding carefully through the blizzard, sure-footed, with a slow, even stride, Cochise covered several miles before the inevitable happened, and his friend and companion, since he had been a colt, slid off his back into a pile of snow. He stopped and reached down, nuzzling his friend’s neck, trying to rouse him, but there was no response. He nickered in his ear, but still there was no reaction.

Joe lay still in the cold snow, unmoving except for his eyes, which were darting about under his closed eyelids. He was dreaming, dreaming of his big brother Hoss. They were at their favourite fishing hole, and Hoss was laughing. But the laugh didn’t sound like Hoss. It sounded more like a horse neighing. And when the neighing Hoss started to push him, Joe’s eyes slowly opened, and he found himself looking into the face of Cochise. The paint was nickering loudly and nudging him. 

He reached up and gently stroked the velvety nose. “Okay, Cooch, I’m getting up,” he assured the animal, and struggled to his feet. He leaned his head against the horse for a few minutes and then attempted to mount. But the cold and his weariness had taken their toll, and as he lifted his leg to mount, he slipped, landing with a thud and banging his head against the ground. His eyes closed, and everything went black.

“Wake up, boy,” Hoss demanded, gently tapping his face. Joe looked up at his big brother and best friend and smiled. Then he watched in bewilderment as his brother’s face transformed into that of his father’s. 

“Pa?” he stammered as the man lifted him out of the snow and wrapped him in a warm blanket. 

“No, I’m not your pa,” his father told him as he morphed into Santa Claus and laid him on a sleigh. 

Then the sleigh turned into a bed, and Joe found himself lying on a cot under a wealth of blankets. Heat was coming from a nearby stove, and the smell of coffee and food cooking permeated the air. He slowly opened his eyes and looked about. He was in a small cabin, sparsely furnished but cozy. The only other person in the room was an old man standing at the stove, cooking what smelled like breakfast. 

  “That smells good,” he croaked.

“Well, you’re awake at last.”

“Where am I? The last thing I remember is falling into a pile of snow.”

“You’re in my cabin. My name is Nicholas Bishop.” 

“Joe, Joe Cartwright,” Joe said, holding out his hand. “How did I get here?”

“I was on my way home when I heard your horse whinnying and making a ruckus. I stopped to see what the trouble was and found you lying, unconscious, in the snow.”

“Cochise, is he okay?”” Joe asked.

“He’s warm and cozy in the barn, munching on a pile of hay.”

“Thanks,” Joe said. “How long have we been here?” 

“Since last night.” 

“So it’s the 23rd?”

“Yes”

If I leave straight away,’ he thought. ‘I can make it home today and be with Pa for part of today, Christmas Eve, and Christmas Day.’ He smiled and hopped out of bed, moving just a little too fast. The room started to spin, and Joe started to sway.

“Whoa there, young fella. Take it easy. You had a bout of hypothermia. You need to rest and to eat something.” Nicholas cautioned, helping him back into the bed.

Joe lay still, eyes closed, until the room stopped spinning. Then he slowly sat up and tried again to get to his feet. But the old man was in his way. 

“You really do need to take it easy,” he said.

Joe took a deep breath and tried to explain that he had to get home today. And to do that, he would have to leave soon. But his rescuer was having no part of it.

“Young man, you wouldn’t get more than a mile before you were lying in the snow again,” he admonished, hoping to make this stubborn young man see sense. “And this time you might not be so lucky as to have someone come along and find you.”

Joe looked at the old man with determination in his eyes and a stubborn set to his lips. 

Nicholas shook his head and frowned.

“Well, I can’t stop you,” he acknowledged. “But at least have some breakfast before you go.”

“It does smell good,” Joe admitted, and made his way, with the old man’s help, to the table.

“More coffee?” Nicholas asked as Joe started to rise.

“No, I think I’d better be going while the weather holds. Thanks for everything,” Joe said, and reached out to shake hands with his host. 

“You’re welcome. Your coat and things are on the hooks beside the door.” Nick said, shaking Joe’s hand. But before he let it go, he warned, “If you leave now, you’ll never make it home. You need rest.”

“I’ll be fine,” Joe said, and with slow, deliberate steps, he walked to the door, reached up, and removed his coat. With a concerted effort, he slipped it on and buttoned it up. Then, hat and gloves in hand, he reached out to the door. But instead of opening it, he just stood there with his eyes closed and his head resting against it. His strength had completely dissipated.

Nicholas, who had been watching him unobtrusively, strode over and helped him back to the bed. 

“Guess you were right.” Joe admitted, and within seconds, he had drifted off. He slept until early evening, when he once again awoke to the smell of food being cooked.

“Stew?” Nicholas asked. 

Joe nodded and sat down at the table. 

“I guess it’s too late to start out now,” Joe uttered more to himself than to his companion. 

“It wouldn’t be the safest thing to do, for you or your horse.” Nicholas observed, setting two dishes of rabbit stew on the table. 

As he sat enjoying the simple meal, Joe took a really good look at the old man. He was probably in his seventies, he surmised. His hair was thick and white, as white as the snow outside, and it was long—longer than his own hair. His eyes were the same colour as Hoss’ and had a definite twinkle in them. He had a full white beard, and he was plump—quite rotund in fact. 

  Joe smiled, and then started to giggle. 

“Anyone ever tell you that you look like Santa Claus?” he quipped. “I don’t suppose you have a magic sleigh that could fly me home.” 

“Well, I do have a sleigh, but it’s drawn by a horse, not by flying reindeer.

“Too bad.” Joe commented.

“Why is it so important that you get home today?” 

“My father’s alone.” Joe stated.

“You’re his only son?”

“I’m the only one who’ll be there this Christmas,” he explained, and then found himself telling this stranger about Hoss and about how much he missed his big brother. 

“You remind me a lot of him,” he said, speaking barely above a whisper.  

“I’ll take that as a compliment,” the old man said.

“It is,” Joe confirmed, and then he started to talk about Alice. When he had finished, he sat still and quiet, his eyes alive with unshed tears. 

“Finish your stew,” Nicholas suggested in a light, gentle voice. “And tell me about your pa.”

Joe smiled and told him about his father, about how great a dad he had always been, and about how important Christmas and family had always been to him. He talked well into the night until he was exhausted, and it was past the time to turn in. 

When he woke the following morning, he felt good, very good, better than he had felt in a long time.

“You’re looking well,” Nick announced, entering the cabin. “How about some breakfast?”

“I’ll fix it,” Joe offered, trodding towards the stove.

The Santa lookalike nodded his thanks and went about laying the table. 

“How’s Cochise?” 

“Ready and eager to get going.” Nick poured two cups of coffee and set them on the table. “As soon as the storm blows itself out, that is.”

“Storm?”

“Started a few minutes ago.”

Joe beelined for the door and looked outside. Sure enough, snow was falling and the wind was starting to pick up. Scowling, he returned to the stove. 

“How long do you think it will last?” he asked as he carried the eggs and beans to the table. 

“Probably several hours from the looks of that sky.”

Joe grimaced. “Let’s hope you’re wrong.”

But Nicholas wasn’t wrong. The storm raged on relentlessly until early evening. Then the wind died down and the snow eased off. 

“Do you hear that?” Joe asked excitedly as he put away the last dish.

“Hear what?” Nicholas asked. 

“Quiet! It’s quiet out there,” he practically shouted and dashed over to the door. Opening it, he beamed with pleasure as he looked outside. The wind had died down, and the snow had stopped.  

‘Get your things together while I ready the sleigh.” Nicholas told him.

Joe looked at the man, astonished. “You’re offering to drive me home in your sleigh?” he asked.

“Yes, we’ll have to take it slow, but you’ll be home for Christmas Day.”

Smiling Joe grabbed his belongings and hurried outside. He threw his things into the sleigh along with Cochise’s tack, secured his horse to the back of the sleigh, and climbed onto the seat. Waiting for Nick, he looked around. ‘Strange’ he thought. ‘I don’t remember there being a cabin around here.’ But what did it matter? He was on his way home. 

A few minutes later, Nick climbed onto the sleigh, and they were on their way. The two chatted for a while, and then they slipped into a companionable silence. Joe sat quietly, enjoying the pristine countryside and listening to the jingle of sleigh bells and the crunch of snow under the horses hooves. The sounds lulled him into a deep sleep. 

He woke up hours later, sitting on the settee in his father’s house. His new friend was wrapping Hoss’ old guilt around him.”

“Go back to sleep,” he ordered in a soft, mesmerizing voice, and Joe once again drifted off. 

The white-haired man looked at him fondly and whispered, “I love you, Little Brother!” Then, turning towards the stairs, he shouted into the dreams of the man sleeping upstairs, “Merry Christmas, Pa. There’s a present for you on the settee.” 

Taking one last look at his baby brother, he turned and walked out the door.  Smiling, he drank in the home he had always loved before climbing up onto the sleigh. Taking the reins in his hands, he drove along a road imperceptible to the human eye, up beyond the stars, and into the heavens. 

The End